Happily Ever After (sequel to Mbnf)

Chapter 19

Lisa's POV
I just got out of the shower and checked my phone and seen that Christina tagged me in a tweet

ChristinaCim: Hey guys! I'm just asking for you all to please give @LisaCim all the love and support you can, she really needs it right now!

I have been getting a lot of tweets and everything which I'll let them know here soon, and I have been getting so much  support by mine and Colton's family, Me and Colton are just taking it one day at a time, and he even has a week off work so he can be home with me, which he didn't really have too but he wanted too and I know no matter what I said would change his mind, right now he is out getting take out and everything and Christina tells me that I should write a letter to my angel baby and which I decided to do so I got up and grabbed my journal that I haven't wrote in in forever and it use to be one of the biggest things I was passionate about, but I started writing

Dear Little One,
First of all, I am so sorry we never ger to meet, you never get to meet your dad, or your big brother Liam, I am so sorry I don't get to snuggle you, feed you, take care of you, kiss you, protect you, and I was so excited to meet you, I do not understand why this had to happen, but I will never ever forget you. You will have a special place in my heart and March 4th will be the date I will cherish forever, there was chance you were gonna share a birthday with your aunt Katherine which she would've been so happy, We also have a precious boy name Liam who was excited to be a big brother, and I am so sorry you never get to play with him, and he never gets to play with you,  but he is a big brother because you will always be with us! Your daddy was so excited to meet you too, you would've have him wrapped around your finger! I'm so sorry you don't get to hear him read stories to you, gives you baths, play with him, I'm just so sorry little one.

I can not help but think about you and ask myself the question I will never get the answers too like
Would you be a boy or girl? Look like me or your daddy? I can't help to think of what your personality will be like, or how would you get along with your brother.

You were only in my body for 8 weeks, but all it took for me was the positive pregnancy test for me and your daddy to fall in love with you, we were overjoyed and ecstatic, but it will never be enough, I will always love you

Love, Mommy

So I decided to tell the Cimfam what's going on and made a instagram post with the picture of the ultrasound

LisaCimorelli: You guys have been asking me if everything is alright, but unfortunately Colton and I have got news that broke out hearts, Our baby did not have a heartbeat and will not be able to be with us, and I will be okay eventually, one day at a time, but Colton and I have been immersed with so much love and support. We really do appreciate you guys for always supporting us! Love you all ❤

I had tears going down my face as I did all of this and Colton came in and he just hugged me because he knows the reason why, and hes taking it just as hard, but I just bawled into his chest and telling myself

I will be okay...I will be okay...I will be okay.