2 years since Jinyoung and I started to date, but we treat each other like we just started dating.
Every of our date feels like a first date. Every of our meal together feels new. None of our feelings had changed. You can imagine how much it hurts when one of us is in pain.
This is exactly what I feel right now, hurt. Seeing Jinyoung on the white bed sheet makes my heart ache so much. Not even the sound of the heart monitor can distract me from worrying about Jinyoung.
He was my everything. Before he came into my life, I had no family, no friends, no one I knew. He is now my family and I can't lose him.
Why didn't I realise that he was suffering so much? He had been through the pain for 2 years straight without telling anybody, how is that possible?
People hit him and punched him because he was dating me. What kind of nonsense is that? Why can't God just let me be with him? Why would they punch him if they truly liked me? They should've been happy for me.
No, it's not their fault, it's mine. I should've known and I should've protected him. I was a professional boxer but I can't even take care of my own boyfriend. I'm so useless.
I sat beside him and closed my eyes, thinking back on the good times we had. Praying to God that he will be okay. Tears started to roll down my face.
"Drip drop..." The room was so quiet that even the sound of my tears dropping on the floor is audible.
The room wouldn't be so quiet if Jinyoung was conscious. He gives the quiet first impression but when you get to know him, he is actually as crazy as me. Maybe crazier.
All of a sudden, I felt a hand wiping my tears away. Immediately my first reflex was to open my eyes. It can only be Jinyoung, no one else was in the room.
Just as I expected, Jinyoung was awake and sat straight up.
"Why are you crying hyung? Don't cry, or else I will cry too."
"JINYOUNG YOU BISH!" I yelled as he pulled me into an embrace. My words were unclear because it was being covered by his chest.
"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ANYTHING?! I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU!" I continued to yell at him while hitting his arm, gently of course.
"I'm sorry..." Seeing that his tears were also starting to come out. I pulled him into a tighter hug and squeezed him as tight as I could. I'm never gonna let him go, ever.
"When can I go home?" Jinyoung whined.
I have been going to the hospital everyday after school. Bringing snacks for him and also the notes I copied for him.
"Not yet hun, the doctor says that you have to fully heal to be able to be discharged." I finally replied to his whining.
"But I wanna go to school with you...I'm totally fine now you see!" He said as he flapped his arms, trying to show me that his arms were no longer dislocated.
"You cutie" I said as I pinched his cheeks and he pouts as a response.
Everyday was the same to me. I continued my routine until one day, some fine man was in Jinyoung's room.
I stood outside, looking through the small window of the door you see in movies. He was tall and had black hair. His eyes were charismatic and his skin was fair.
Why was he visiting Jinyoung?
I continued to wait, not wanting to disturb them. I could hear laughter coming from the room. To be honest, I was a bit jealous. Jinyoung wasn't the type to laugh easily at anything. But today I've heard the most laughters from him, but not by me.
About ten minutes later, the man came out.
"Oh hi, are you here to see Jinyoung?" He said to me as he saw me standing right beside the door.
"I'm his boyfriend you see..." I told him confidently, showing him that he shouldn't mess with my man.
"Oh, then why didn't you come in? But anyways, got some plans going on, would've talk to you longer. Bye!" He said and he left, not even giving me a chance to say bye. He must be a busy man.
"Oh hey hyung!"
"Who was that?"
"Oh him? He's my childhood friend. I treat him like my father."
"Why didn't you tell me about him before?" I said slightly annoyed.
"Are you....jealous? Oh my god, the mighty Park Jihoon is jealous because of moí??"
"Shut up..."
"Awwww you're so cute when you're shy hyung!" He said trying to tickle me.
"Go away!" We had fun trying to run away and catch each other. We were just like any other 5 year olds,
but we loved each other.
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AN: Quite short I know. I wrote this story on the day of Wanna One's comeback, so I'm pretty late. I hope I can quickly post this. The Beautiful (Movie ver.) MV was so gooooood. Ong is such a great actor and he looks good in it as well.
Though Guan Lin Woojin and Daehwi was like, not visible. It was still good.
There was a mini winkdeep moment in there and there were full of ongniel moments.
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Jinyoung got hit but Jihoon was like oh hell no, you did not just touch ma bAe.
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Ahhhhhhhh my heart can't take this anymore. Author-nim shall rest in peace.
