Vernon

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Flashback
His smile...His laugh...I miss everything about him. "Jagiya~" he cooed while doing the aegyo "wae?" I chuckled at his cuteness while playing with his hair.

"I love you" he said as he looked at me sincerely.
     Smiling I kissed his on his lips, slowly pulled away; leaning my forehead against his "I love you too...so much."

"Hansol I'm homeeee~" frowning hansol hasn't come home yet. I waited the whole day but he didn't come home. I tried calling him but he wasn't answering. I went to the kitchen to get a drink when I saw a note that was taped on the refrigerator. I got it and read it:

(Y/n)...Mianhae...mianhae...I-I-I...won't be back...I didn't want to leave but I had no choice...mianhae (y/n)...mianhae...
-Hansol

Tears were running down my face as I fell to the ground. And that was the last time I saw Hansol.

Everything has changed. I miss him so much. I didn't know what happened between us it's like one day we were together and then the next day, he was gone. Every single day I thought about him, how if he's okay?, what is he doing right now? And a lot more things.

It hurts knowing I wouldn't be able to be with him anymore, not able to say good night, not able to kiss his him, cuddle with him, and to be with him. Sometimes I think that it is all my fault but I couldn't think of anything to blame myself. I gave all my attention to him, I gave him everything, everything that I have and everything that I am.

I just don't understand...

"Yah (y/n) I heard Seventeen would be having their Last Diamond Edge Tour here...are you planning on going?" My friend sat down beside me while I just stared at the floor.

"Yeah..." I nodded and sighed "aren't you just gonna get hurt? I mean you're going to see him. I nodded once again and looked at her "I know. But he wouldn't be seeing me." I smiled sadly as I tried to stop myself from crying.

"Arasseo. Just call me when you need me...okay?" I smiled at her and nodded "Okay" she got up, hugged me and went home. Well (y/n) this is it...

(Day of the concert. Lol sorry guys I got lazy)

As I enter the arena I was the first person to get there great (y/n) you're the first one. Couldn't blame myself, I was feeling mixed emotions. I feel happy, nervous, sad, angry and many more. I wanted to know the reason why he left me without explaining to me why.

I was on my phone when someone gently tapped me on the shoulder. I immediately looked up to see the security "May I help you?" I stood up to look at him properly.

"Are you perhaps Ms. (y/f/n) (y/l/n)?" He asked as I nodded my head curious why he asked "Ne...wae?"

"If you could follow me Ms (y/n)" I followed him and he led me to Seventeen's Room. I nervously looked at the security while he only smiled at me "uh-u-uh w-who told you to make me g-go h-h-here?"

"You just have to go inside and find out Ma'am." He smiled and went away leaving me standing outside their Room. I inhaled and exhaled deeply before entering. As I enter the room All 13 boys looked at my direction and all 12 of them ran to me and hugged me. "Yah, I can't breathe."

They all let go and laughed. "Yah! We missed you, you know!" Seungkwan said while he smiled at me

"I missed you all too." I smiled at them and saw Vernon on the corner looking at me. I went near him and I swear if I speak rn I'll just stutter but it's now or never.

"Hey...how you doing?" He smiled sadly and hugged me; I hugged him back. I couldn't hold it in anymore, tears were streaming down as I could feel his tears falling on the back of my shirt.

I slowly pulled away and cupped his face, wiping away his tears "yah...I have a lot of questions in my head. But I will only ask one for now...are you willing to answer my question?"

He nodded and wiped away my tears "A-anything" he nodded

"Do you still love me?" Tears started to fall from his face as he nodded vigorously and hugged me.

"I never stopped loving you (y/n). I will always and forever will love you until I die." I smiled and pulled away cupping his face and kissed him. He kissed back and I could feel him smiling through the kiss.

We both pulled away and leaned my forehead against his "I'm sorry (y/n) for leaving you unexpectedly without any reason..."

I shook my head and wiped his tears "Gwenchana...I'm sure there's a logical explanation." We both chuckled.

"Are you willing to go back to me...?" Chuckling I pecked him on the lips and nodded "as long as you answer all of my questions. Deal?" He nodded and smiled.

"Deal."

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Soooo I hope you guys liked it lmao I think it sucks but whatever I tried hahaha I honestly don't know what I wrote lmao so please just try to understand HAHAHAH

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