1-800-273-8255 / ethan dolan

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selicity

turns out ethan has parked his car in the walmart that's literally right by the park.

"i didnt really want you to find me.." ethan admits, "sorry."

i shrug my shoulders, "it's fine. doesn't hurt my feelings."

i say as we pull up beside his car.

"are you coming back to my place?" he says hanging on the door.

"nah, i'm gonna go home to shower and shit. you can come over to my house tomorrow if you want."

"i'll do that. bye sel. see you tomorrow b." i smiles, winking and blowing a kiss at me.

"i hate you, ethan. bye." i laugh, rolling my eyes jokingly.

"no you don't!" he yells as i drive off.

-

"what's up fuckers!" i yell as i walk in my front door.

(iF YOU GET THAT I HECCING LUV U)

"well hello to you too." my mom says poking her head out of the kitchen.

"shit," i mumble, "i didnt know you were here.."

"i can tell." she laughs.

"where's christian?"

"up in his room, he seemed pretty bugged out. he kept asking where you were. is everything okay?" she raises an eyebrow.

"yeah, everything's fine." i mumble and start walking up to his room.

i gently knock on his door, "c.."

"selicity? get in here and close the door." he hisses.

i gently close the door and shut down beside him.

"hey bud.."

"did grayson tell you?" he asks.

"tell me what?" i joke, raising an eyebrow.

his face turns shocked and i laugh.

"i'm kidding, yes christian, he told me." i gently smile.

"and?"

"i still love you, hell, no matter what you did i'd still love you. you're my brother, christian."

"so you accept me?" he lifts his head up.

"of course i accept you. i've always wanted a sister, and what's the next best thing? a gay brother!" i laugh, he joins in rolling his eyes.

"when are you gonna tell mom?" i raise an eyebrow.

"i dont know.." he looks away.

"i know how she's gonna react."

"how?"

"oh my god, baby, mommy always loves you. i'm so proud of you for telling me." i say, mimicking her in a high pitch voice.

"should i tell her now?"

"yep."

"will you come with me?" he asks again

"yes, i will."

we sit down on the couch across from her.

"hey mom." i gently smile.

"hi guys.. what's going on?" she says skeptically.

i look at christian, "you can take it from here.."

"mom, you know i love you right?" he raises an eyebrow .

"oh god, what happened? who'd you knock up? i'm too young to be a grandmother." she jokes.

"actually no, mom, i'm.... gay." he whispers.

she looks taken back.

"w-what?" she puts her hand on her mouth.

"i'm gay, ma."

"my baby." she cries, hugging him, "thank you for telling me."

"i'm sorry." christian cries into her shoulder.

"no baby, don't be sorry. i love you so so much."

-

i hop out of the shower and walk towards my room.

"my man is my man is your man heard that's her man too." i sing opening my door.

i let out a loud screech when i see ethan laying in my bed.

"ethan!" i yell, putting my hand on my heart, "you scared me, what are you doing here?"

he looks over, "oh hi baby. gayson- shit i mean grayson, was gonna come over here so i figured i might as well tag along."

i laugh at his choice of words and grab underwear and a big t-shirt from my dresser and go put it on in my bathroom.

after i'm dressed, i decide on cock-blocking christian and grayson.

"hey there, gay bois." i state walking in his room.

"get out, selicity." christian mumbles, rolling his eyes.

luckily they weren't doing anything, just laying there watching youtube videos on christians laptop.

"what are you watching?" i stick my head in front of the screen.

"oh my god, sel, fuck off!" christian raises his voice pushing me off the bed.

my back hits the ground and i cant help laughing.

"oh my god, christian!" grayson laughs with me.

"what was noise? what happened?" ethan bursts into the room, "what did you do?" he points at grayson.

grayson puts his hands up in defense.

ethan relaxes when he sees me lying on the floor, laughing.

"what happened to you?" he laughs, kneeling down.

"i got my shit rocked." i laugh even more.

"oh my fucking god, can you two get out?" christian yells again.

"eat my ass, christian. c'mon ethan, off we go!" i laugh, hopping on ethans back.

ethan laughs running out of the room and he starts down the WOODEN stairs... probably not his best choice since he was wearing socks.

he immediately slips which causes my back to hit the stairs and i groan loudly.

ethan on the other hand goes face first down the stairs and lands on his hand.

"fuck!" he groans loudly.

i look down at him and sit up almost immediately when i see how his fingers are in different directions.

"holy shit, E. are you okay?" i crawl down him and kneel beside him.

"im fine but my fingers fucking hurt!" he cries, he wasn't actually crying but he seemed like he wanted to.

my head was pounding but i didnt care, i felt horrible for ethan because this was partially my fault.

"i'm sorry, ethan." i kiss his forehead.

"why are you sorry? you didn't do anything. it was my stupid ass who decided to go down the stairs in socks." he lightly laughs.

christian and grayson come out of the room.

"what the hell guys?"

-

oof they fell.

i'm actually hella sad and in my feels rn so if anyone wants so dm me that'd be amazing. thank you so much :)

sorry for any spelling errors :/