It cast imagines

Good for you || Finn

Dear Evan Hansen au
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Y/n

Everything was falling apart. Why did I make up that stupid lie. God why couldn't I just be dead when I first let go of that tree.

My mom M/n found out about the college money the Wolfhards' wanted to give me. Sophia is done making fake emails. Jack is telling me that things were gonna go bad and that I could never accept things if they were wrong. God what the hell happened to me.

It's all falling apart. I wish I could just turn back time and fix everything. What time is it anyways.

11:36 pm

Damn. It's late.
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3rd person

Y/n went slowly to their  bed fell asleep.

••••Dream••••
I was in this like gigantic room but it was grey and all I see is my mom with her back facing me. I tapped her and she turned to me with a tear stained face.
-play song-
[m/n]
So you found a place where the grass is greener
And you jumped the fence to the other side
Is it good?
Are they giving you a world I could never provide?

Well I hope you're proud of your big decision
Yeah, I hope it's all that you want and more
Now you're free from the agonizing life you were living before

And you say what you need to say
So that you get to walk away
It would kill you to have to stay trapped
When you've got something new
Well I'm sorry you had it rough
And I'm sorry I'm not enough
Thank God they rescued you

So you got what you always wanted
So you got your dream come true
Good for you
Good for you, you, you
Got a taste of a life so perfect
So you did what you had to do
Good for you
Good for you

[sophia]
Does it cross your mind to be slightly sorry?
Do you even care that you might be wrong?
Was it fun?
Well I hope you had a blast while you dragged me along

[jack]
And you say what you need to say
And you play who you need to play
And if somebody's in your way
Crush them and leave them behind

[jack & Sophia ]
Well I guess if I'm not of use
Go ahead, you can cut me loose
Go ahead now, I won't mind

[m/n]
I'll shut my mouth and I'll let you go
Is that good for you?
Would that be good for you, you, you?

[m/n & Sophia]
I'll just sit back while you run the show
Is that good for you?
Would that be good for you, you, you?

[m/n, Sophia & Jack]
I'll shut my mouth and I'll let you go
Is that good for you?
Would that
be good for you
you, you?

I'll just sit back while you run
the show
Is that good for you?

Good for you?

{you}
All I need is some time to think
But the boat is about to sink
Can't erase what I wrote in ink
Tell me how could I change the story?

All the words that I can't take back
Like a train coming off the track
'Cause the rails and the bolts all crack
I've got to find a way to
Stop it, stop it! Just let me out!

[sophia, Jack, & m/n]
So you got what you always wanted
So you got your dream come true
Good for you
Good for you, you, you
Got a taste of a life so perfect
Now you say that you're someone new
Good for you
Good for you
Good for you
Good for you
-end song and end of dream-
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️I recommend not reading this part cause it is a sensitive subject and I know this probably doesn't happen in the musical it's just a different version.⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

I woke up in a cold sweat and I am done with everything this is the last, I can't handle it anymore. I got up and put my black sweater the wolfhards gave me the grey sweater that belonged to Finn. I ran out to the house with my mother yelling. I didn't stop, I went to the forest. I climbed the tallest tree with tears streaming down my face.
"I never meant it to make is such a mess." I said sobbing.
I looked down. It looked so simple. Just let go. I hanged from the branch with one arm.
Breathe
Breathe
Ok I feel a slight wind when I fall down.
I hit the ground. I knew I was dying already.
"I'll see you soon Finn"