disease to please. [ antisepticeye x reader ]

VII.

Y͎̲̭̰͇̗̣͈̮͌̉̄ͩ́͆͆ͫ̿͝ê̱͎͙̮͎̫̩ͦ̄̌̈̎̓͘t̡̳̙̬̦̫̦̒ͤ̊ͤ͋͋̈͆

I couldn't help but give him a look of doubt at his words, as I knew full well he was able to see just what transpired between Dark and I just moments before I had decided to try and wash the smell, and to even attempt to wash away the memory, of their actions towards my body.

And yet I had somehow found pleasure at the memory of it.

Dark stood to his feet as he drew in a sharp breath, which had attracted both Anti and my attention, both staring at him as though he had something important to tell us. We both waited in an almost agonizing bout of patience, but it appeared as though it was all for nought, as Dark sat back down against the edge of my bed, brushing a hand through his raven locks, staring down at the floor.

Anti was the first to speak up, his singular neon green hue drilling a hole into my very being, "Now then, (y/n)... onto the reason we're here -"

"You mean other than to use me?"

Dark seemed to be offended by my choice of words, as he seemed to shoot me a rather cold glare, and I nearly cowered in fear at his black eyes. I internally smirked to myself, as he knew as well as I did, it were nothing but the truth. Anti appeared oblivious to the exchange between Dark and I, as he gave me a large grin, his level of insanity slowly giving itself away. I had begun to notice the intensity of his glitches seemed to almost be defined by his emotions, as they grew more sporadic... intense, depending on his tone of voice, the volume... and by his lack of humility.

"You may wish to... refrain from throwing around such harsh accusations." Dark spat in my direction, his words dripping with such venom it made my legs quake beneath me.

And then the memory of something else of his made my legs quake even more, as I now found myself sitting on the floor with a huff of annoyance at myself. Anti couldn't help but allow a snicker to pass his lips as he watched me struggle with my own internal demons.

"It's quite simple though, really. We wanted you."

I shot them a look of bewilderment, though it was mostly directed towards Anti as he stood there, arms folded across his chest in a matter of factly pose. Dark however remained quiet, watching my movements as though he were anticipating I would lunge at him at any moment, be it to attack in a deadly manner, or an attack upon his lap.

I adverted my gaze from Dark as it fell back upon Anti, who seemed to be examining me, but his expression is not at all what I had expected it to be. Rather than lust, I saw intrigue. He appeared to be taking note of the way my muscles moved beneath my skin, the way my brows furrowed, or even the way my eyes seemed to dance between the two males before me. Almost as though he felt himself simply fascinated by me.

Are you...?

He locked his gaze with mine, giving a brief nod of his head, indicating that he was indeed studying me. And for once since having met him, I felt almost safe. However, I wasn't sure if I would rather be manipulated, or forced, into anything.

In a way, I admired Anti. Because he went after what he wanted, without doubt. He took what he wanted, despite protest or wishes. Whereas Dark, used manipulation, a cowards way, of getting what he wanted. While both had the wrong way of going about it, I found myself favoring Anti over Dark for that one simple fact.

And yet... it seemed as though I found myself at a crossroads between the two men.

"You interested us... and so, we came to you."

My gaze drifted from Anti, to Dark, as I gave him a look of doubt, but I quickly hid it with confusion to prevent him from having some bout of anger. I wasn't in the mood to argue my thoughts with a manipulative demon.

Much to Anti's enjoyment.

I swear, you gotta stop getting inside my head...

N̻̣̥̭̾̉ͭ͐́ő̞͚̠̝ͥ̾͆́̚͘ẅ͈͚̥̪̥͔̠́́ͬ̿̍ͮ ̧̗͙̺̜̞̘̗̋ͩ̌̀͟ͅw̷̗̰̓̿͒̀ͯ̐͋̀h̳͔̮͚̩̬ͧy̫͈͖̲͈̹̆̆͒̃̊̀ͅ ͇̼̻͖̥ͤͅwͬͤ͒ͨͭͤ̚҉̼̮̰̻͍̰͙͔̻o̲͈̺͇͍̲͉ͤ͌ͦ̔̀ͅu̧͖͎̬̽ͯ̐̋l̵̡̺͚͇͖̱ͥ̓͂ͭ́̚ͅdͦ̒͊ͣ̓̌͒̉҉̪̬̳̬ ͯ̐͒͛ͯͣͦ͏̘̥̜͉̤̀I͍̳̭͖̋̊̂͌ͧ̊̊̕͟ ̴̱̪̤̤̼̹̥̒͒ͬ̕͘w̶̙̖̤͉͛̑̈̏͂͌ͫ́́a͖̜͚͌͋̎́͠n̋͆̆ͣ̑̒ͭ̿ͦ͘͏͏̗̠͈̺̖̪̟̩ţ̤̺͕͒ͯ͜ ̵̖͎͍̗͕̞̼̯̽́̊͊ͪṱ̣͙͇̩̲̪̭̎ͨͦͥ̿̈́̿̈́͠ȍ̡͙̲̰̜͒ ̵̴͔̤̖͚͎͕̝̽ͨ̕ͅd̶̩̜͖͆̑͒͂ͮͧ͐̋ͅo̶͚̮̠͍ͧͥͮ̿̓͌̔̓ ̰̲̭̤͉̌ͯ͑͒̽ͩ̀͘ț̵̺̲̞̈́̎̾̐ͧͫ͛ͤh̨͙̥̽̚͘ǻ̃͑̈́̎҉̛̳̠̝t̴̴͉̥͍̠̫̓͗ͬ͐͑̚?̵̧̠̖ͫ͐

I simply glared as he returned my glare with a large smirk, indicating he had little to no desire to cease invading my thoughts. I rolled my eyes in response as Dark shifted his gaze between Anti and I, a certain expression that loomed over his visage, one that could almost be mistaken as... jealousy?

Anti noticed the same expression I did, which he retorted in return with a snicker and a shrug. He knew full well the game he was playing at; Dark and I both knew it, and I hadn't even known Anti for that long. In fact, I realized I knew nothing about him.

Other than the fact he was clearly mentally unstable and took no for an answer.