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September 18th, 2017
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"Im Jaehee... aish, I just realised I sound
like I've never drunk anything."

"The truth is, that you, Im Jaehee, future
famous rapper, are the love of my life,
whether you believe or not."

"Before I met you, there was no such thing
as this 'love' I've heard of from Namjoon,
or those fanfictions you write on Wattpad."

"Didn't know you were into that kind of
thing."

"I mean, one of your stories has the title
of, and I quote directly from what I
screenshot, 'Daddy, Yoonmin smut."

"Didn't know you were a shipper."

"Also, why am I the bottom?? That makes
zero sense."

"I wasn't going to read it... but you wrote it,
so I had to. I also read 'Kik', the NamGi one.
You've got a knack for making me feel
things."

"And your TaeGi one."

"SugaKookie, open bracket, slash YoonKook,
close bracket."

"YoonJin."

"Aish, there's so many."

"But I really like the once 'Wattpad Encounter."

"Because it's me x you."

"Heh, it's cute."

"You know almost everything but nothing
at the same time."

"I... I don't know what to say, Jaehee."

"I want to know that you're alright
because I really do care."

"And, yesterday I made a wish for you
to be okay and to, uh, reply to me."

"I realise you don't read these messages."

"I realise you're uncomfortable with knowing
I'm your bias wrecker."

"I realise you don't love me back."

"... but please."

His voice breaks, it's like he's holding back a cry.

"Let me know you're okay."

"I love you."

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ImJaeheeeee
i was thinking

ImJaeheeeee
and i've been extremely selfish

ImJaeheeeee
i don't think you love me yoongi

ImJaeheeeee
you can't possibly love me because
i'm so unbelievably broken and
alone that your love for me is
an illusion of what you want me
to be

ImJaeheeeee
it happens all the time

ImJaeheeeee
people think they love each other
when really they're just trying to
fill the hole in their heart

ImJaeheeeee
yoongi you deserve someone better
than me

ImJaeheeeee
because while i love you too

ImJaeheeeee
i'm hiding behind the screen of your
phone

ImJaeheeeee
and you're hiding behind mine

ImJaeheeeee
i'm sorry

SugaFree
what i'm getting out of all that is
you love me too and that you're sorry

SugaFree
we should meet up

SugaFree
that way we'll not be hiding anymore

SugaFree
and maybe i'll love you even more

SugaFree
but right here and now

SugaFree
that seems impossible