Secrets//Daniel Seavey

Chapter 7- used

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The past couple of days I have been avoiding Chris. I feel bad, I feel like I used him. Like I did it because I needed to get over Daniel, or because I was mad at Daniel. I just feel so guilty for what I did, and plus, the guys were all sitting on the couch when it happened. All of them make fun of me for it except for Daniel. He won't even look at me, he hasn't been talking to me ever since that night. I don't even understand why he cares so much, it's not like he likes me. I'm the one who is trying to get over him.

Daniels pov

I don't know what to say to her. I cant say anything. I don't know why but when she came into the house making out with that Chris kid, for some reason I actually wanted to punch him right then and there. I was going to get up but Zach and Jack had to hold me back. I had to sit on that couch watching my best friend make out with a guy.

I was in the kitchen with everyone except for Mia.

"what do you guys want to do today?" Jonah asked

"Maybe we could just hang out and invite some people over," Zach said

"Can I invite Chris?" Mia said coming into the kitchen

I looked at her and looked away

"Yeah, maybe this time you could take it to the next level and fuck him in front of us," I said

"Daniel I said I was sorry multiple times"

"Sorry doesn't count for you being a slut" did, I actually just say that

"Your right, sorry" she said putting her head down

" no, he's not right! Daniel, you have no right to say that. First you ignore her and once you stop you slut shame her"

"Jonah, its fine--" She said

"no it's not, what is your problem, is there something mentally wrong with  you or something, your her best friend so shouldn't you know that in high school she was the one getting slut-shamed," Corbyn said

"yeah--"

"then why did you do it! huh, is it because you are so jealous of her and Chris together. Is it because you are so selfish that you can't tell her how you feel and you just have to slut shame her? Come on, whats wrong with you dude?" jack said

" you guys, its fine, I'm used to it"

when she said that, it just broke my heart, shes used to it

"see, that's the problem! yours used to it, but yet Daniel has the nerve to bring back those memories."

Mia started to walk away and I could tell that she was hurt

"WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?! I LOVE HER!"

"what is going on down here?" David said

I saw Mia stop and keep walking.

"nothing," Corbyn said walking outside

Mia pov

I never thought Daniel would ever slut-shame me. He knew, he knew that everyone called me names for hanging out with him because they thought I was banging him. I suffered, not him. I just can't believe he did that.

Is it true though? Does he love me? What am I saying, he just loves me as a friend? He would never like me like that. I'm not his type, remember. I am a slut.

I was sitting on the roof just thinking when I heard someone.

"hey?" I turned around and saw Daniel

"Daniel, please just go away"

"I cant"

"why"

"because I'm a fucking idiot and I hurt my best friend multiple times"

best friend, great

"Daniel, whats wrong with you. You've just been so moody lately and you've been taking it out on me?"

"noth--"

"and don't you dare lie to me"

"I don't know, I hate how I'm taking it out on you. Believe me, every time I say something I immediately regret it. I don't know what to do"

"well, I know you don't like therapists so, just come to me, ok? I am your best friend so, please. Do this for me"

"ok"

"and let me give you some advice, next time, instead of taking your anger out on any of us. Just stop and take a breath"

"I will"

"I missed you stitch, " I said smiling at him

"I missed you, angel"

We got off of the roof and went back inside.

"Are you ok?" David said to me as I walked inside

"Yeah, just friends arguing"

"that didn't sound like friends arguing"

"I'm fine, really"

"alright"

***

The guys wanted to invite a bunch of people for who knows why but I mean, whatever.

I was sitting on the grass watching all of the guys jumping on each other when someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around and saw Chris.

"Hey, um, why are you here?" I asked him

"Daniel invited me"

I looked over at Daniel and he smiled.

Daniel pov

Mia looked at me and I saw her with Chris. I gave her a smile but my heart hurt like hell. I love her so much, and not just as my best friend but I know I wouldn't be able to treat her better than him. I would just hurt her and ruin our friendship and I don't want to do that. we made a pact

I don't want to risk it

Amber came over to me and started to kiss me.

I saw Mia's smile fade, but why?
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