I'm In Love With A Monster: Lost Silver X Reader *Related To 14 Days Left!*

Part 17:

Omfg why is this kicking in right now??????? (And just like i had mentioned yesterday------i am starting to talk to myself, spacing out, hearing voices, and that one thing almost like 'turrets' or whatever it's called, & last but not least mixed up emotions------so yeah!) 'why am i even craving insane blood-lust right now???????' my conscious asked me quietly. while my eyes changed to all black without pupils. 'but i guess that i don't wanna know about it.....' i said "DAMN IT WHY NOW?!?!" i asked while shrieking loudly and huffing: "what's going on with you mother?!?!?!" Laura asked me nervously "four words sweetie......i am going crazy!!!!!!!" i said to her: "oh no--------this is really really really terrible--------i have a bad feeling about this!!!!!!!!!" Laura whispered to herself then she told her brother; "so mom said that she's going crazy?!?!?!" Kenny asked his little sister. & she just nodded in response. "well i guess that i don't wanna know-------about why she's acting like this!!!!!!!!!" he said to Laura nervously "but i might know exactly why......she's going crazy because all of her disorders are active, & she has got mood swings as well, and stuff like that......but i am pretty sure that it'll go away soon!!!!!!!" Silver told Laura & her big brother: "i hope so......" Laura said back to Silver before starting to cry: (meaning she had lots of bloody tears flowing down wildly like a waterfall) "oh please don't cry Laura it's gonna be OKAY!!!!!!" Kenny told Laura while comforting her *then after 5 hours later meaning Laura has finally stopped crying......* "oh my gosh i am terribly sorry about whatever that was......." i said back nervously "yeah well then, say that to Laura cause you scared her to death and now she's upset-----all because of some stupid disorders that you have for no reason-----like why the hell do they even have to exist anyway!!!!!" Kenny told me; "you tell me.....cause i don't even understand a single thing either.....but what i do know is that i was born with all of them at once, & that's what i can remember by the way!!!!!!!!" i replied to my son "big bro, father is it done yet????? can i look back now?!?!" my daughter asked her older brother and their father while shivering and uncovers her bloody tear-streaked face