Lost in life
And it's feeling kinda crazy
And now I'm looking at my past hoping everyone forgets me
Thoughts on my mind that are really out to face me
Now I'm sitting here with a knife close to my body
(Yeah...)
What's wrong with me?
You have so much to call me
I'm sitting on the balcony with tears falling right out of me
But no one's understanding me
I feel there's never hand to me
I've done a lot of things alone but it's just getting tiring
I'm tired of the lies, everybody's in disguise
Of the friend that's always there, put their words up in the air
'Cause it only relaxes me you see
And now you're telling me truthfully
That people round me care but they only stop to see you bleed
They love to see but every time that they're in need
They come running to you, because they only know when they're in need
They should slowly realize that you're dying drastically
But slowly you're just fading away very painfully
Lost in life and it's feeling kind of crazy
And now I'm looking at my past hoping everyone forgets me
Thoughts on my mind that are really out to face me
(Yeah)
Now I'm sitting here with a knife close to my body
It's 12AM, I'm lost again, this knife is getting close again
Cutting deep through my skin but it's sad I haven't had enough yet
I see the scars that are hidden in me within the mirror
With just one look it fill me up with so much terror
It blinded me
I got to see that no one ever cares for me
I walk around, I see the pills, I race to the bottom
As if there was something or someone to find
And all I know is that that night I gave up trying
It's sad to see my body laying still up in the ground
While my parents walking from the bang they heard and the sound
The pain in my mother and the tears all in her eyes
It's sad to see her son currently walking out of life
Another person gone 'cause of the acts of selfish people
Lost in life and it's feeling kind of crazy
And now I'm looking at my past hoping everyone forgets me
Thoughts on my mind that are really out to face me
Now I'm sitting here with a knife close to my body
There's a lot of people in this world,
Who have been facing suicidal thoughts.
Who have attempted to kill themselves.
But I'm here to tell you that that's not the answer.
No matter how many times you see people talking shit about you,
People putting you down,
You always have to get back up, even if it seems difficult.
There may be times where you say,
"Even if I killed myself they wouldn't even miss me.
They wouldn't even care.
They don't even show it now so why would they show it after?"
But just think about it,
How many people have taken their life away in this world,
And somebody ends up missing them?
The people who you would least expect, would miss you.
Those that said mean things to you,
The majority of them would gain their own problems,
They'd start to get into depression sometimes and say,
"Why did I do this to this person?
It's my fault that they took their life away."
And they're gonna start blaming themselves for it.
How many lives would it affect? I'm not sure.
But it can affect a lot of people.
You should use your life, for the benefit of others.
Try to help out people who are suicidal.
And do it, because it'll do you some good,
And it'll make you feel good about yourself.
Your life isn't worthless.
Even if it seems like it in this moment.
PlatniumStyles, that's how we do.
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SmileyWolf01
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All I can think of rn.
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