Giving my trust to a girl and having it destroyed.
Things going wrong with school.
Not getting the help I need from staff who are meant to help me.
The people I once trusted but broke my trust activating negative thoughts just as soon as I'm actually feeling relatively okay.
Never getting to remain okay through even just sone day.
Unable to become too happy or something bad's bound to happen.
I'm used to it all.
And it sucks because I'm not even surprised anymore when I give my trust to a girl or an adult other than my family/relatives and have it destroyed.
I'm not surprised, but it still hurts.
And it keeps happening.
