Me: *asks for iPad back once school's over*
Lisa: You'll get it back after school's over.
Me: *thinks: I WILL SNAP YOUR DAMNED NECK!-* School's already over. *holding back the temptation to strangle someone when she asks if it ends 12:00* *thinks: Shouldn't you know this BS?!*
Lisa: You'll get it back after food.
Me: *once again keeping in the temptation to strangle someone* Food's now?
-few seconds later cause the food was shit-
Me: *leaves the kitchen and goes to the couch, sits down, lays down, repeating "don't cry" in my head* *grabs a pillow and repeatedly hits my head with it to chase away the tears since my only harmless coping mechanism is out of my reach* *ends up attempting to commit suicide by blocking my breathing with the pillow* *stops as soon as it begins getting painful* *on the verge of breaking into tears* *swallows the knot in my throat and wipes away the remaining tears in my eyes* *gets up and goes to the kitchen* *forces myself not to let my voice break* Can I please have my iPad back..?
Anna: *gives it to me*
Me: *honestly too close to breaking that I don't thank her, instead going straight to my room and slamming the door before I break*
