REGRET || VMIN (sequel)

07

taehyung

jimin,
are you alive? i saw you again. this time it wasn't a dream. just like the first time i saw you. at 4:00am. you looked almost the exact same. except your hair was black. was that you? i couldn't go up to you, because you left so fast. where were you going? if i see you again, i'm going to go up to you.

i want you to be mine again.

oh god.

i was so stupid.

i killed you.

i fucking killed my boyfriend.

how could someone be so stupid?

i'm at the lowest of the low.

please, jimin.

tell me you're alive.

tell me that you forgive me.

even though i know i can't be forgiven.

tell me that you love me.

even though being loved is the last thing i deserve.

i'm greedy.

still.

i need to fix myself.

i'm so sorry, jiminie.

i'm so sorry, baby.

i love you so fucking much.

i'm hurtng so fucking much.

three years is coming up.

and i'm scared.

i'm scared you'll never come back.

and i'll have to live the next year without you.

i don't think i can do that anymore.

so please, jimin.

come back home.

love,
your stupid ex