Suicidal

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EDITED
Megan's p.o.v

I can't stand her.
Why is she still here?
She hates me.
And I can see that she wants to leave.

But why is she staying?!
ugh this is difficult.

I want to leave.
It's not like Max will care.
Yeah He is my best friend, but I can see that he is having a great time with Jane.

So I can leave.
But how?
Max drove me here.

I could leave with Jacey.
But she's been through a lot and I don't want to make her run off with me.
That would jus the cruel of me.

I hear a Laugh from Jane in the living room.
"Oh Max stop!" She giggles.
That's it. I grab my backpack and stuff all my things inside.

I can not believe i'm doing this.
I jump out the window and start walking on the dirt road.
Thank god the cabin was only a single story.
I remember there was a gas station up ahead.
I will just call my mom and ask her to pick me up.

I would use my cell phone.
But I lost all my minutes to Jane prank calling people last night.
I walk down the road for another 25 minutes. With my phone on my music and earbuds in my ears.

It splinted into a T soon.
Oh god.
I have no clue which way.
A part of me thinks it is left, but the other thinks it is right.

I start left and walk for about 30 minutes.
This is taking forever! I didn't remember it this long.
Then again I am walking. not Driving.

I look around as I walk.
It wasn't to interesting, trees were just everywhere.
And a few large rocks here and there.

I sigh and keep watching the road.
Ugh not again.
The road splits into three more roads.

I tilt my head up to the blue sky and close my eyes.
Which way do I go?!
Someone help!
I never should have left!

I wound up going down the middle one. it curved and went up and down hills as I walked.
But the worst part was it went on and on.

I look and my phone and saw it had been two and a half hours since I left.

Well that explains why I am EXHAUSTED!
I Sit down by a tree and put my bag down.
The sun was falling and just above the trees. Oh and it was 8.
I hate how in the summer the sun goes down later.
It just messes up my sleep schedule.
Hahaha, oh wow.
I'm lost and I'm talking about my sleeping hours.
I'n delusional too.
I lay down by the rock, with my head on my bag and fall asleep fast.

All the walking made me tiered.

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Worst chapter ever!

Soooooooo sorry!!