STRAY KIDS ━ imagines

●Hyunjin : Hellevator●

Genre : Sad, happy ending
Pairing : Hyunjin X Stray Kids

I love this song. Its lyrics are just too great. I love 3racha's work. So its a Hyunjin fanfic which is dedicated to Hellevator's lyrics.Hope u enjoy (^o^)💖

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Nobody actually cares for me.
I'm riding on my pain and my tears.
As I try to escape above.

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Hyunjin's Pov -

"Why can't u do better? I thought u had studied hard? If ur continuing to do bad then u won't be able to become a doctor. I never expected this from u. I'm really upset. U don't help us in the household works and yet u haven't studied properly? What's happened to u? " plz, plz shut up

" Ur dad is right. Ur not doing anything properly. U won't become someone in life"

"I....... Never thought of becoming a doctor. I want to do something i like. I wanna be an idol or an entertainer, i can't study because u always give me some work to do. I- *Slap*"

"Now ur losing ur manners? What have we raised u to be? Nothing?
Stop ur silly dreams of being a singer cause truly, u'll never learn anything. Ur wasting our money and time. Go to ur room and think of ur actions! "

Well......... As u see,i have a really hard time dealing with my parents.

I got 2nd rank in the first exam i faced in 10th grade. But seems like they aren't satisfied. I tried my best of course.

But they always tell me to do something and waste my study time during the exam days.

How do they even expect me to do good when its them who's preventing me from doing better?

Dad never passed in 2nd grade when he was my age, and mom never passed 10th grade. I did better than them and still they're complaining.

They're complaints pierce through my ears as i try to process what they're rambling on.

They don't support my dream of becoming a singer,they'd tell me that i have to study hard if i wanna become a doctor when they know i never had the thought of being one.

Sometimes i wonder if they never loved me as a son. And they're only caring to me because they want me to be someone great and earn mad money so they can live a luxurious life.

I wanna die for one day, to see the person who really cares.

But seems like its impossible since nobody actually does.

I'm on the edge crying,as i lay on my bed.

Just run away Hyunjin, its better than staying here.

'Shut up.'

But u want to, just listen to me. They don't actually care. Its time u find ur own happiness. Life's nothing if u don't learn what enjoyment is.

'Really? '

Yes. I'm sure u'll love ur freedom once u get out of this one hella rock ur living in.

' I...... '

Jump out of the window and soon u'll find the people who really cares for u.

My mind battled. What if i actually did run away from this' one hella rock'? Will i really find somebody who really trusts me and loves me?

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