STRAY KIDS ━ imagines

╹hyunjin : breaking up

🍦pairing : hyunjin x reader
🍦genre : angst
🍦warning : arguments and others, not alot to warn

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for some reason your boyfriend has seemed to lose interest in you since a month ago.

he was in college, while you were in your final school year.

you blamed yourself the reason for his irrational and unusual behaviour.

you personally thought he was enough of you because you were studying hard to get a scholarship.

studying so hard that you'd forget weekend dates and some of his proposed hang outs.

you expected him to be at least understanding as he knew your father lost his job awhile ago and has been struggling financially.

you expected him to understand how you would've felt too, because you've dated for the past two years and he never complained or felt like he was pushed away.

today though, your situation was so bad that you didn't even feel like arguing back to his accusations of you cheating on him with seungmin, your best and only friend.

the weather was a little cold and dark clouds covered the sky not letting sunlight pass through.

"i swear i saw you two holding hands! aren't you even trying to explain?!"  he raised his voice in disappointment.

"why are you cheating?! why aren't you saying anything y/n?!"

"stop it, hyunjin, i'm not cheat-"

"that's what everyone says when they're cheating!!"  he shouted once more, and you were not having it. at all.

"why can't you fucking listen to me hyunjin? how do you expect me to explain while you're cutting me off as i am 'about'  to explain?"  you said in a rather calm tone for the situation.

he shuts up knowing he's wrong. finally.

"listen, i think it's better if you and i separate for some time. i can't study with your anger issues hyunjin, i'm sorry but i just can't do this anymore,"  by the end of your sentence, you broke down crying.

you loved him. you loved him so much it hurted.

but you can't study in this atmosphere, with him coming home and shouting at you for no reason.

you knew you'd somehow regret your action for some time, but for now you had to get either that scholarship or good grades to enter the best college you can.

you had to make it up to your dad who brought you up despite not having a wife.

hyunjin froze at his place, still processing what you meant.

after what felt like forever, he starts to tear up a little.

"okay,"  he says in a shaky voice.

he turns away and wiped his tears, while you walked to your room and took your suitcase.

you had packed up everything in case this scene actually happened. and it did.

you wiped the last tear that fell from your eyes, and then said good bye to hyunjin.

you walked out of the house, and it felt like a lot of things you worried about had finally left you.

you still felt awful to break up.

but sometimes, people change. situations change too.

you reminded yourself that this was for the better, and with a last glance of the house, you walked away.

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pretty short for a come
back but luv y'all ♡