The time is passing by and with what I've seen so far, I feel like I should quit but I'm not entirely sure.
I feel like I should just leave it as it is for so many reasons but sometimes, what you feel is stronger than what you think is right or wrong.
So once again, I'll leave the time to tell. But I already feel like I should let it be (this might be due to the way I've been acting and feeling lately; believe it or not, i used to be very lively. I'm just waiting for the right opportunity to go back to my old self again) but deep inside I feel like I want it and need it.
But do I really need and want it? Ugh this is really confusing * I hate this * but love it at the same time * I wanna love this thing I want so bad and care for it.
