"I hate you" " I hate you more"

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I woke up to the doorbell ringing, I was home alone as mom had work and Andrew(older brother) was away at college, I look in the mirror, eh, presentable. I shuffle downstairs and see him. Finn Wolfhard, my "best friend" we've hated eachother for 12 years, we were actually quite close until he didn't speak to me unless we were with our parents, at the time I never understood, but now I do. It hurt when I did find out. Whenever I'm around him, I get this weird feeling in my stomach and my legs go numb.
"Y/N? Y/n!?" I realise I was in a gaze
"Sorry, what?"
"My mom told me to bring you these for your mom, I don't know what they are, and I don't care." He drops the bag on the floor and with that he turned on his heels and walked away, but of course, not without flipping my the bird(giving me his middle finger basically.)I close the door and look in the bag, party decorations? Who's birthday is it? What's the date? 29th November? No, the 28th? Anyway, I look at the calendar and realise it's Finn's 18th birthday on the 23rd of December, our parents must be throwing him a party. I hope I don't have to go, of course I'll have to go, I'm his "best friend" I roll my eyes and put the bag down on the kitchen table, I run upstairs to get my phone. 2:33pm!? I'm meeting Sophia in 1 hour! I run into my bathroom have a shower and do my hair(have it however you want) I have 45 minutes left to pick out an outfit and do my makeup, I texted Sophia:

Redhead💋
-Still meeting at 3?
                                                                       Bubs🙌🏻
                                                    -can you come   
                    pick me up instead?  Woke up late x. 

Redhead💋
-Only you, and of course see you soon,hon xx
                                                                      
                                                                        Bubs🙌🏻
                                                     See you,Soph ❤️

I put away my phone and pick out my outfit, I go for a pastel blue crop top and high waisted black ripped jeans. I put on my black timberlands and start to do my makeup, I go for a natural look because we're only going to the cinema, and I'm ready with 10 minutes until Sophia should be here, I decide to clean up around the house until I find a note on the kitchen door;

Y/N-
        I'm going away for a few months, I won't be back until next August, I have a really long business trip and I send of going back and forth, I'm going on a really long ones across the world. Hope you understand!
                          Love, Mom x :)

This doesn't even surprise me, she's never home for my birthday, the last birthday of mine she was here for was when I was 7, that was 5 nearly 6 years ago. Never knew my dad, he was a druggy and left my mom when she was pregnant with me. They had a massive argument about my dad not being able to look after me enough so he shouted at my mom and walked out, never came back. Every year I get sent cards and money for my birthday, he's made a better effort then mom and she's the one who bloody raised me! I get snapped out of my thoughts by Sophia's car horn, I get my lipgloss and my phone and run out to her, I dibs the music and she just huffs.
"Your music is shit y/n" Sophia argued
"I don't care, I dibs it? So tough titties"( a/n I love saying tough titties and Idk why XD) We get to the cinema and we get one large popcorn and 2 tango slushies, we sit at the very back because we always end up on our phones and it annoys everyone and they complain so we get kicked out. We're enjoying the movie when I hear and all too familiar voice, Finn's. He was sitting right infront of us! How did we not see!? He's with a girl, making out with her inform of me, I get this feeling in my chest and I don't like it, I feel like my hearts being ripped out and stomped on, why am I feelin like this? I don't have feelings for Finn do I!? No, we're meant to hate eachother. I probably just ate too much popcorn. As I thought that I have to dash to the toilet, the feelings are too overwhelming and I throw up in the toilets. I hear a knock on my cubicle and expect it to be Sophia so I said hang on, I come out and it's Finn. I was at first surprised and was about to embrace him in a hug but then I remembered I can't show him that I don't have hatred for him. He'll tease me for it until I die.
"Y/N I saw you run out and Sophia said you felt sick so I ran to see if you were okay" he puts his hand on my shoulder and has a look of worry in his eyes, Finn's younger sister Ava,( wink wonk) died from a rare condition and one of the side effects was vomiting, Finn's had a phobia ever since, but why was he looking at me like this? Like he actually cared. I look back into his chocolate brown eyes, my eyes skimming over his perfectly placed freckles, up to his perfectly curled hair, his lips so kissable. I don't even care, i'm not gonna deny it


I'm In love with Finn Wolfhard.

Hey loves! Started a new fan fix, I just wasn't feeling the other one, hopefully this time I can finish this one! If you read my other one, as I said, I'll update when I can. Obviously this is a Finn Wolfhard x reader, there will be smut ( no I'm not sexualising Finn) he's 18 in this I'll make the content in the chapter irrelevant when there is smut so you don't miss it if you're salty that I'm writing some smut. I know I rushed all of the realisation of he feelings but it's all planned out that she already had you had feelings for Finn but I changed it a little .All chapters will be about this length ❤️

Bye loves 😚x

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