"I never liked you"

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Me and Sophia just watched Netflix all day

Around about 3pm I herd Sophia's stomach rumbling so I ordered some pizza. It came 10 minutes later. I heard my phone go off and it's an Instagram notification.
Finnwolfhardofficial requested to follow you

Finn0123 requested to follow you
His personal and his famous account requested to follow me? I accept and just think nothing of it. Me and Soph fell asleep at about 9pm anyway, for school tomorrow.

~Morning~
Sophia bought all of their clothes over because she's staying with me until my mom comes home. Her mom agreed. I wake up to my alarm at about 6, we have an hour and a half to get ready before we have to leave. I get in the shower while Sophia makes breakfast, I get out and put on an outfit.

 I get in the shower while Sophia makes breakfast, I get out and put on an outfit

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(Pick one for you and one for Sophia)I went down stairs and was about to leave the house with Sophia and there was a knock at the door

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(Pick one for you and one for Sophia)
I went down stairs and was about to leave the house with Sophia and there was a knock at the door. It was MrsWolfhard
"Hello, Y/n, do you mind if Finn stays here for a week or so?Me and his father are going away for a few days. Is it okay?"
I look at Sophia and she nods her head at me.
"Yeah! Of course he's my bestfriend, why would it be a problem?" Mrs Wolfhard's eye's light up as I agreed.
"Great! He'll be over tomorrow after school, thank you sm sweetie! Sorry about your mom missing your birthday again, speaking of which, did you get the party decoration for Finn's party?"
"Yeah! I did, do you want to hold the party here then?"
"That would be lovely!" What have I got myself into. I looked at my watch and saw we had 5 minutes to get to school and it was a 15 minute walk.
"Hey, you drive your car right?" I ask
"Yeah, of course, why chick?"
"Can you drop us to school? We'll be late walking?"
"Sure, I was about to drop Finn anyway." For fucks sake.
Sophia takes the front seat leaving me at the back with Finn. I just stare out the window and get lost in my thoughts.

~Time skip to after school~ your girl's lazy. Deal with it

Mrs Wolfhard dropped us back off at mine, we sat down and did homework together, we break up Wednesday for Christmas break. After I've done my homework I have to start planning this birthday party.
"Soph!?" I shout for her from the kitchen
"Yeah!?"
"Can you come here?"
"Hang on" her red head pops around the door, she's getting changed. She pops her shirt in and walks in.
"What's up?"
"Who does Finn hang around with?"
"Wyatt,Jaeden,Jeremy,Chosen,Jack,Noah,Caleb,Gaten,Sadie and Millie? I think, why?"
"I'm doing his party list. Might just invite them and some randomers from his lessons." I shrug. She sits down and helps me, I plan the invitations and she plans a DJ, decorations and food and a cake. We fall asleep about 11:48pm

~After school the next day~
Me Soph and Finn, yes Finn, all come home. Finn's mom's dropping his stuff off in a bit.
"You can either have the sore room or Andrew's room, you choose."
"Spare" he replies bluntly
I look at Soph as if to say- I already give up- and she gives me a look that says- Don't you dare- I shuffle upstairs to plan the rest of his party without him knowing or his mom would literally kill me. After about 40 minutes Finn knocked on my door, I know it's Finn because Sophia would just walk in, she is sleeping in here after all.
"Hello?" He asks
"Hi"
"What you doing?"
".....Homework"
"Oh, can we order pizza for dinner?"
"Yeah you can, I'm not hungry."
"Thanks"
"Finn?"
"Yeah?"
"Why do we hate eachother"
"That, that I can't tell you."
"Why?"
"Because I just can't okay!"
"Well I think I deserve to know, it's not fair that we were best fiends then you fucking shut me out Finn!"
"Do you really wanna know why!"
"Yes!"
"Because you fucking ruined my life! Everyone teased me for my Bestfriend being a girl,(sorry if your a male xD) people called me a gay faggot. And if wasn't fair on me y/n!"
"Wasn't fair on you!? YOURE THE ONE THAT SHUT ME OUT BECAUSE OF A FUCKING FUMOUR FINN"
"I'm done." He said
"I never liked you" he carried on
"You were always so worthless" and on
"I hated your guts" and on
"And I still fucking do" and on
(Imagine him saying it slow so it sinks into your brain)
He leaves and I just cry. He knows I was bullied, he knows about my past, he knows I've self harmed, he knows how sensitive I am to this sort of stuff. So why? He's never said anything like that. It's only been 'I hate you' or an ' I don't like you' or 'Go die' but nothing like that, ever.
I walk downstairs to get a drink of water to try and calm myself down. I was stupid to not check if Finn was in the spare bedroom. He was in the kitchen,ordering the pizza. My eyes red and puffy, and my cheeks, wet (k I n k ) with tears. He looks at me, with hurt? In his eyes, he looked like he regrets what he said, but I knew he wouldn't ever, he meant every word of it. I walk past him and I get my water then I shuffle back upstairs. On my door there's a note, again.

Just popped to the shop for snacks, me and you are having a movie pamper night! Heard everything you and Finn shouted at eachother for and thought it would help! I'll be about 10 minutes❤️

~Sophia! Xx

She does know how to cheer me up, I take the note so Finn doesn't see it and I lie on my bed waiting for her. She soon comes in
"Hey hoe!"
"Shit have you been crying?"
"Im sorry, he isn't worth it!"
"If only his fans knew how mean he was." She says.
"Yeah, now lets not mope around, lets watch riverdale!" She practically shouts.
"Okay, calm down Soph" I chuckle
We fall asleep watching the 5 episode that night.

I wake up to my alarm again.

"SOPH! WE BRAKE UP TODAY FOR CHRISTMAS!"
"Really!? We need to pick an outfit!"
"It has to be special!"
Yeah, I'll go shower, you make breakfast this time.

~Finn's pov- don't get used to this(Finn's)
I woke up to Y/n screaming at Sophia, even when she screams she's cute. The words I said to her last night have been eating me up, it wasn't right, especially with her past, I want to apologise, but I'm meant to have her not be in love with her for crying out loud! I soon smell eggs and bacon and run downstairs. It's her, in all her beauty, her E/C eyes, her H/C hair faking perfectly infront of her face. If only I could stare at her for hours. Stare? Shit
"You okay finn?" She asks
"Yeah, look sorry about last night I didn-"
"It's fine Finn. I get it, you'll hate me forever. Breakfast is done, get what you want, I'll be upstairs." She walks off with no emotion. Shit, what if I've lost her for good? I can't live without her.

Y/n PoV again

Sophia wore the second one ^ you wore the first one ^

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Sophia wore the second one ^ you wore the first one ^

"You look Cute, y/n"
"Thank you, as do you" I fake a posh voice.
We walk to school, Sophia asked Finn but Wyatt drops him to school. We walked ahead and I saw someone who I did not expect to see......



A/n I'm sorry this is shitty, but it's 11pm for me in England and I have mock exams tomorrow and I need to revise. I'll update tomorrow, but read my other fanfic in the mean time. Bye loves ✨💍x

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