So Sad

16- BreakDown

3rd P.O.V

Slash and Lexi wake up early and rush over to izzy's house they knocked on the door and izzy opened it. "so you've made up?" he smiled "not only that!" they giggled and izzy looked confused. Lexi threw her hand out and slash pointed to her belly,izzy froze for a second but cracked a huge smile "no!" he smiled "yes!" the happy couple "but I don't even remember you guys dating or even being a couple?" izzy said but meant it as a question "neither do we!" they laughed holding each other close "congrats you psychos!" izzy joked and walked over to hug them both. after that they called everyone else over Duff,Maddie,Axl,Erin,& Matt. Duff and Maddie arrived to izzy's first "so what's going on?" duff giggled "what's the surprise?" Maddie smirked,again Lexi held her hand out and slash pointed to her belly. "what the fuck?!" "don't fuck with me" they both laughed "yes!" Lexi and slash shouted "but when did you guys start dating?" Maddie laughed "we skipped that!" Lexi laughed "congratulations really me and Maddie are truly happy for you guys!" both Maddie and Duff hugged them. "hey guys what's going down?" Matt walked in "there's a baby!" slash pointed

"There's a ring!" Lexi showed "oh congrats you guys are going to be awesome!" Matt congratulated them both lastly Axl and Erin walked in "please tell me somebody is getting married or something because I'm was trying to right a new song!" axl said stubbornly "actually...umm!" Lexi showed off her ring and slash started pointing to the baby "you're serious?" they booth asked with huge smiles "dead serious!" Slash smiled "ahh!" axl walked over to them smiling followed by Erin both going to give them hugs "congrats I didn't me and or you guys to take me so literal but damn!" axl joked "congrats I wish you guys the best!" Erin smiled. "we are really going to get married." slash awed "and we are really going to be parents!" Lexi joined in

2 months later

Slash's P.O.V

Lexi was skinny but her stomach was round and cute. She was always in adorable moods and craving weird stuff at the oddest moments. we still haven't wed but we are engaged the whole world knows about mine and Lexi's new steps we are taking together in life and it may get annoying at some points but I'm grateful that Lexi is still with me. today is the day we get to go to see what gender of the baby it'll be and izzy asked to go with us,we happily accepted! when the doctor called out "mr.hudson!" we all go up when we reached him he goes "okay I know the guy isn't pregnant but Lexi, dear what is your last name?" he asked Lexi "umm I don-" I cut her off "Hudson,sir!" Lexi smiled at me "so I'm a Hudson now?" she giggled quietly in my ear wobbling next to me as we followed the doctor and izzy followed us "Lexi Hudson, ehh I don't know!" she messed with his hair "we could get used to it!" Lexi reasoned. we finally reached our room and we sat on the chairs while Lexi sat on the table "so mrs.hudson when did you find out about the pregnancy?" he asked her "uhh august 18th I believe." Lexi looked at me as if I had the answers "and today is your first checkup?" he asked "no I've had two other ones since I found out about the pregnancy." Lexi moved her hands a lot when she talked I noticed that "okay and what are you two hoping for it to be?" he asked us smiling as he walked over getting the creme "boy." I said "girl" Lexi said we talked at the exact moment "wow, and you sir what are looking forward for the baby to be?" he asked izzy while he rubbed the creme all over Lexi's stomach "girl all the way!" He giggled and I socked him "we want men!" I joked "you want men!" he laughed "okay so this is the head." the doctor pointed to the head of our baby "and now let us move to see what the baby will be..." he held suspense and we all hung over our seats waiting to hear the surprise "a boy!" he shouted aloud "woah!" I jumped up "we are having a boy I told you lex I told!" I was all excited "oh sit down!" she laughed. time passed and we were back home, we told everyone the great news and went back home. we laid down on the bed relaxing together which was like the greatest thing ever "a boy.." She exhaled "a boy.." I inhaled "what will we name him?" she look at me "what do you got in mind?" we sat there for about 20 minutes throwing out any random name that first came to mind. "Oh my god I got it!" Lexi jumped up "well fucking tell me!" I jumped up also "okay but you gotta agree on it.." she smiled "well you gotta tell me!" laughed at her "just say yes we will name him that!" she played with my hair "no!" I playfully slapped her hands "gunner?" she smiled biting her lip "okay it's cool but who came up with that?" I smiled into her green eyes that first grabbed my attention when I revived her even though tears streamed down her eyes and she was beat I saw her as the most beautifulest women I'd ever seen in my entire life even to this very day "the voice in my head silly." she giggled she did that little smile that brightens up my day everyday the smile that keeps me going the smile that I die for. "I love you Lexi Hudson!" I kissed her. I kissed those juicy big lips even though their was a scar they were perfect really amazing. "I love you Saul Hudson!" she said in the voice that keeps my heart going and my mind running the voice that could calm me even at broken times.

4 months later

Lexi's P.O.V

I have a bigger tummy by now and it's full I'm so so excited to be a mother I'm so confident in my motherly abilities. right now me and slash are is the store buying some random things just partial stuff. I am standing in the meat section while slash is out getting some sweet stuff and I felt a lady who was constantly looking at me I finally lifter up my head "umm may I help you?" I tried to sound decently pleasant "are you Lexi?" she walked closer and looked at me all creepy. her hair was messing her clothes were baggy and her eyes were just like my own "ahh yes why?" I asked weirded out "Lexi darling come here I'm so sorry." she tried hugging me but u stepped back "who are you?" I watched her cautiously "your mother." she tried to smile but I froze and my heart sank deep my eyes felt like puddles "get the fuck away from me!" I shouted "but sweetie.." she started "no fuck you you fucked my life over!" I screamed with tears "because I didn't want you!" she screamed also "and you want me now fuck you!" I shouted "fuck you too I've never wanted you then and i sure as hell don't want you now look at

yoy knocked up and with a rockstar I hope you fuck up!" She yelled at me "damn you bitch I will be a better mother then you ever was...wait you were never a mother you were a fucking bitch who threw me away who let me get raped and beat all my life fuck you I will be a better mother then you ever were!" I pushed and she started hitting me that's when slash rushed over. He started kicking her to get her off of and when he did I could see the broken heartedness in his eyes when he held me close "fuck you I will be a better mother then you ever dared!" I kept repeating over and over till I was in the car fully strapped in. I wasn't sure where we were going but it looks like we were going to the hospital. I was right "she was in a fight and she is pregnant." slash told the front lady. me and slash hadn't talked since he strapped me in. I felt bad but right when I was going to call slash "mrs.hudson!" a skinny blonde nurse called my name we walked into the room they checked the baby and everything was fine it was all okay. once we got home slash made the dinner and cooked up spaghetti with meatballs. during dinner slash finally spoke up "I'm sorry." he looked at me "don't be it was her fault!" I said a bit loud "no I'm sorry you had to run into her!" he apologized again "no I glad for that now I that for sure I will be better then she ever was!" My eyes started to tear up "you don't need to prove anything to her!" slash walked over to me "I'm going to!" I cried "she ain't shit Lexi you don't need her!" slash grabbed me "I will not hurt this baby in any way I'll protect him better then she even imagined!" I cried onto slash's shoulder "it okay I'm here we will get thru this baby!" we laid on the floor "I love you Lexi I love you!" he rubbed my back and I fell asleep on him just like that so did he and we loved each other.