One shots (crush x reader)

Happier

Hey guys! This one-shot is inspired by the song happier by Ed Sheeran. Hope you enjoy.

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I'm walking by her house and see her with someone else. She looked happy. Probably happier.

I wish that was me.

I want her back. I want my (y/n) back.

She's happier now.

My friends told me that she would find someone new. I just have to hide the fact that I can't have her anymore. I have to hide the fact that I still want her back.

It's Saturday night. I was in the bar drinking my problems away. I look at the door and see her walk in laughing holding her new boyfriend's hand.

I stand up and leave. I can't look at her without crying. While walking out I bump into her.

"(C/n)" she said.

"(Y/n)" I said. "I'm sorry"

"It's okay" she said. "But I think we're better off as friends"

"Hey" her boyfriend said. "Is he bothering you?"

"No" she said. "He's just a friend"

"I'm (boy's name)" he said putting his hand out.

"(C/n)" I said shaking his hand. "I better get going"

"Oh okay" she said.

"I'll see you guys around" I said.

"Bye" (y/n) and her boyfriend said. I walked away.

I was walking down the streets back to my house. I see the ice cream shop. One of our first dates.

It's Monday morning and I'm walking down the school's hallways. I pass by her locker. Where I surprised her for her birthday.

I go to my first class and sit down. She sits beside me. Where I first met her.

During lunch I walked to the back of the school. Where I first told her I liked her and asked her to be my girlfriend.

After school I passed by the park. Where I first kissed her.

I go home and open my closet to see a hoodie that she would always borrow.

I still love her.

I can't move on.

Everything reminds me of her.

The happy times.

The time when she was mine.

The time when I was hers.

I knew all along she would fall for someone new.

There are so many other boys that deserve her.

But I'm not one of them.

I'm sitting in the corner with an empty bottle of beer.

She's happier. Isn't she?

I love her. I love (y/n).

I know I hurt her. I know I broke up with her.

I want her in my life.

I will only be seen as a friend.

It's Saturday afternoon and I'm in the ice cream shop. For the first time with out her.

I see her walk in with her boyfriend and she orders the usual. (Your favorite ice cream flavour).

"Again?" Her boyfriend asks.

"What? It's my favorite" she says smiling.

Her smile was wider than when she was with me.

"I love you" I mumble.

I stand up and walk out of the ice cream parlour.

I'm wearing the hoodie she would always borrow.

Should I be happy that she's happy?

Should I be sad that she's moved on?

Should I be happy that she's still in my life as a friend?

Or should I be said because that's all I'll ever be?

If he ever breaks your heart just know that I'm here for you.

I found a new girlfriend but I was happier with you.

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Well what did you guys think?

Was it sad?

Or was it okay?

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