Something Unexpected (18+)

Chapter 20 - Why Now?

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked Jax gave Flynn a stare down. "How the fuck did you find out where I live?" He must of heard me the second time because his attention was on me now.

"Damn, princess. You look fucking sexy as hell." He bit his lip, but I could see Flynn getting heated up. "You brother told me, so I figured I would stop by so we could have a little chat." He smiled at Flynn. "You can go home now. Thanks for being her rebound."

"I'm not talking to you. I have nothing to say to you. My boyfriend isn't a rebound. Did you think that I would come crawling back into your arms? Keep dreaming. I grew up and got over you. There is nothing you can say or do that would make me change my mind about you. Now, why don't you leave so that my boyfriend and I can have sex. By the way, he's a lot better than you!" I shouted at him and slammed the door in his face. I locked it and then looked over at Flynn.

"Boyfriend, huh?" He smiled.

"Well, if he didn't interrupt, I would've told you yes."

"As long as you meant it, I don't care." He pulled me into a hug. "Now, how about you get into that bedroom so I can take care of my bossy girlfriend." I grinned.

"Yes, sir." As I swayed my hips, from side to side, walking into the bedroom. I felt him slap my ass as he followed me. I laughed and turned to face him.

He pulled my waist in closer. I started to take off his shirt as he did mine. Our lips pressed together and he gently put me on the bed. Flynn started to plant kissing up my neck as I softly moaned and a smile appeared on my mouth.

Flynn held my hand above my head as he counited to plant kisses over my body. As much as I was enjoying the moment, my mind flashed back to when Jax held my hands above my head and how he blindfolded my eyes. I then realized that I was thinking about Jax, not Flynn.

"Stop, for a second." I said as Flynn looked up at me.

"Did I do something wrong?" He asked as I nodded, but I ended up pushing Flynn off of me. "Please baby, talk to me."

"No, seeing Jax kinda brought up some memories." I said, I had a feeling this wasn't going to end on a good note. I got up and put my shirt back on. "I'm sorry I ruined the moment." I walked out and sat down at the table too a sip from the bottle of Tequila, that was still on the table.

I looked up and Flynn, still with no shirt, walked into the kitchen and sat down. "You didn't ruin anything. I know seeing him was probably really difficult. Hell, I never thought he was gonna show up at your doorstep."

I looked at him. "How can you love someone like me?" I asked. He took the bottle from me and smiled.

"I love you for who you really are, he only loved to use you, what it seems to me. He was afraid of being there for you, so he broke you down to nothing. I've been, trying, to pick up the broken pieces and make you see that there is someone who loves you and would do anything for you." Flynn said as a tear fell from my cheek.

I've never really cried in front of him, so this was a really big thing for Flynn to see. He came over to me and hugged me, on his knees. "I'm here for you. Even if you want to talk about Jax, I'll listen." I was glad that I could open up to him about Jax, but deep down, I couldn't tell him what was really going on in my mind.

The only thing Flynn knows about Jax, is that he left town and broke my heart in the process. He doesn't know about the accident or anything that happened before that. I was going to keep it that way. What Flynn doesn't know, won't hurt him.

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Flynn ended up staying the night and cuddling with me, which was something I never let him do. Whenever he would stay the night, or if he did, there was a no cuddling rule because I knew how he felt about me.

I laid in bed, after he had left and went back to his house, thinking about why even said yes to being his girlfriend. Deep down, I felt that I needed to push myself, but I was still unsure about how much I liked Flynn.

He loves me and I'm not even sure if I like him.

My phone started to buzz. I grabbed it and saw that my brother had called.

"Hey."

"I'm pissed at you." I blurted out as I hear my brother's voice.

"Why? What the hell did I do?"

"Did you or did you not give Jax my address? He showed up at my door last night." I said, getting up out of bed and walking into my kitchen. As I walked into my kitchen, there sat Jax, both his feet on my kitchen table, drinking a cup of coffee. "How the fuck did you even get in??"

"What are you talking about?" My brother replied, forgetting that I was on the phone with him. "Maddie, what's going on?"

"Jackass got in my house, and I'm about to throw him out." I said, hanging up on my brother and facing Jax. "You, get the fuck out of my place, now!"

I crossed my arms as he just stood there laughing. "Oh, princess. Damn, you are so hot right now."

"Fucking leave, Jax!" I screamed. He still didn't move. I threw my hands in my hair and groaned. "What do you want?!"

"Sit, let's chat." He said, pushing a cup of coffee next to me. I pushed it back and grabbed a bottle of Tequila. "It's a little early for that, isn't it?"

"You aren't the boss of me." I said, taking a sip and putting the bottle on my table. "Speak because the quicker you are done, the sooner you can leave."

"Clearly, someone didn't get laid last night." Jax smirked. "Anyway, how have you been?"

"A whole lot better after you left."

"Seriously? Are you going to be this bitchy?"

"I am this bitchy. Get used to it." I said taking another sip. "Where the hell have you been? Why did you stop calling? Or texting? You dropped off the face of the fucking planet, but yet said that you were always going to stay by my side."

"I was in prison, Maddie." He rubbed the back of his neck with his hand. "I went back to my hometown because my mother was in the hospital, due to my step-father almost beating her to death. I ended up beating the shit out of him and broke my probation."

"So what happened to your phone?" I asked.

"I ended up breaking it and couldn't afford a new one. By the time I got into jail, I didn't know your number to call you. I'm sorry." He said as he went to reach for my hand. I stood right up and looked him in the eyes.

"No, no, no! I'm done playing this oh 'I'm sorry' game! You played with my emotions and lead me to believe that you only wanted me and just me. Too bad, so sad." I paused, finishing the last of the Tequila. "I learned that if I really wanted to be loved, I could get it from anyone who wanted me for a night."

"And you called me a man whore." Jax stood up, pushing in his chair and rolling his eyes. "I thought the same way until I met you and when I left, I realized how much you meant to me."

"I learned from the best." I gave him a dirty look. "I'm not so little anymore, Jax. You damaged me and broke me. I don't care that you suddenly realized what you saw in me. Flynn does. If I were you, why don't you go back to that hole you hid in for 4 years and let me be happy for once."

Jax walked over to the door as I followed. I just wanted him to leave. He turned to face me. I still looked pissed, but he did the most unexpected thing. He grabbed my face and pressed his lips together with mine.

I tired to pull away, but the kiss was so incredible that I didn't want it to stop. I finally pulled away and slapped him in the face. "What the hell?!"

He grinned. "If you really cared about Flynn, you wouldn't had felt anything when I kissed you. To me, it seems that my princess isn't really over me." He ended up walking away and I closed my door and locked it.

My lips felt like they just had a chocolate they weren't supposed to have, but took a bite anyway. The only bad thing was that my lips craved more. They were craving what I have hidden for so long. Only thing wrong, I was pissed at the fact Jax was back in town.