(I'm so sorry for all this Im just stupid I'm sorry just Here)
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Hm where do I start
I'm just
How do I put this I'm so on edge
Like the slightest thing will tip me over
Because I've come to the realisation that I'm a pretty useless human being
I mean What do I do I just annoy everyone Hurt everyone
I'm so easily replaceable
They wouldn't even notice if I'm not here
My mother thinks I'm just a bother and a rebellious little shit I'm constantly hurting my father which causes him to lash out at me all because I have no motivation to speak on the phone I'm just a hinderance in my friend group I annoy all three of my brothers No wonder two moved and one doesn't like coming here I do everything wrong Just Wrong Wrong Wrong So so wrong
All my fault I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry
And I know that Nobody really Cares
No really
People Tell me They care and that they're here for me
But when I try to say something Nobody listens Nobody acknowledges me I'm just background music stuck on an endless loop
And guess what
People get bored
So Yea I just don't really see the point In living Anymore And every time a car passes Or every time I walk past the pills in the supermarket Or every time I'm on a high surface I dare myself to do it
And I think one day soon I actually will
But that's alright They won't mind
My own mind is attacking me anyways
So if I do leave And I don't get a chance to say this I love you all Thank you for being here and watching me progress through my arting I love you Storme You were too good for me anyways And I love you Blazey and Badge and Shadow and Milky and Blizzy and all my other online friends I've failed to mention Thank you for all the sweet memories You too Cloude, and if you ever do read this I'm sorry for everything
I love you Moana and Jess and Piper and Hazel and Chloe all the others in my friend group I'm sorry for being annoying I love you too parents and siblings Even if you don't love me back
This isn't a goodbye
This is a just in case
Because honestly I'm just so empty and broken now I think I'm beyond repair So Maybe today Or tomorrow Or next week Or next month
I just wont be here anymore And I'll finally be gone And I'm not looking for nice comments or don't go's Because in the end they don't really work But thanks for trying
