Crybaby

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They call you cry baby, cry baby
But you don't fucking care
Cry baby, cry baby
So you laugh through your tears

They call you cry baby, cry babyBut you don't fucking careCry baby, cry babySo you laugh through your tears

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Just a kinda vent?

Sorry for the rant but idk I just kinda wanna rant about a few shitty things
OK HAVE FUN READING KIDS

ok so a week ago one of my friends told me she hates it how I never cry and it makes her feel like a weak person when she cries and my other friend agreed
Like
We have these deep conversations the three of us and they cry and I love to be there and give hugs and be a listening ear and try hard to say the right things to make them feel a lil better
But I just want them to understand
I don't
Really
Share my emotions very well, and I don't really express them either. If I feel sad I don't usually cry, I just kinda shut down.
I don't speak, I become an asshole to those around me because I wanna be left alone to wallow in my thoughts.
It's like my body has taught itself not to cry or something idk it's weird and people say oh I cry too much, well fun fact, crying releases a feel good hormone called serotonin
It
Well
Makes you feel better, that's why most people usually feel relieved even just a little bit after crying.
But I just can't for some reason, and it sucks.
Even when people leave.
I had a friend exchange student visiting from Germany for six months, and we were really good friends, and on the last day of term when we said goodbye she was crying a lot and so was my other friend, but I just couldn't.
And it makes me feel shit because maybe she thought I wasn't crying because I hated her or didn't like her or something but that's not true because she's actually really nice and a funny friend.

Oof I'm rambling
I'll stop now :>
Night my children

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