Maybe I should
Why do I feel this way
Why do you
always show up when I close my eyes.
Why do I want you like this?
Why do I want him like this?
Why do I keep putting myself through the ringer?
Why do I make up things in my mind
One time with you
One time with him
My heart can't choose
And neither can my head
Why is this happening
I don't even hate it
Is that wrong?
I enjoy the feeling you give me
So I make more of it.
Like a druggy needs a fix
I can't let you be
If you left
I'd be stranded on a path
A path leading to a place
A place we could have made
Why am I acting like this
Feeling like this
I guess it's natural?
I don't really mind.
Hell maybe I enjoy it.
Maybe I should.
