I cut you off
And went back to my old ways
Back to re-read the same book
But hopefully learn something different
It's for the best
And now you're important to me
In a different way than before
In a different way than him
But that doesn't mean
I feel the same for you
As I do for him
I want him in a way
That I don't want you
But I need you
In a way I don't need him
And nobody understands that
But this way I keep what I need close
And want I want in reaching distance
I don't completely loose everything
