All of the people
Who once loved me most
Could care less
They say things behind my back
And to my face
Things that make me break
I don't know how to express
The way it's making me feel
And I know that you don't care
I threw one tiny pebble
Into the pond of high school
And now the ripples are everywhere
I don't think I would never have thrown it
I think I just would like to go back
And choose a different one
Cause now that I found the one
That I want to throw
It might be to late
The pond could instantly freeze
And then it would bounce back
And hit me
I feel a tightness inside
That I don't know how to release
The pressure makes me nauseous
I thought maybe talking would help
But I found out that I'm bad
At talking about my emotions
I think I'm so bad at it
Because all my life
I've pushed it away
I know someday
it's going to overflow
I'm dreading that day
