The place I am right now
It isn't fun
I can't get my mind
In the place I want it to be
I need to work on things
But then I don't think
I need to think more
I need to not feel for you
Not think about your eyes
Or your smile
In the dark when I can't sleep
I don't like my heart
Feeling the way it does
I don't like losing myself
In front of my friends
I don't understand why
I'm not good enough
Cause when I see myself
I think of how great I am
But it doesn't always work
I can't always trick myself
Into being happy
I need to stay strong
Because that's who I am
I need to be happy
For myself
And the people I'm trying to inspire
