WTH AM I SO DEPRESSED?!

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  ♡LA Devotee by P!ATD

Ugghh...

This is my best friend's favorite song. It literally breaks my heart every time... reminds me of how much I messed up. I miss him. In all honesty that's it.. I miss our talks,  I miss him being there,  I miss his laugh..  I still love him, I always will. We were never more than best friends, but it still hurts just as bad... just basically the whole kinda falling for your best friend kinda story, then ya screw it all up. It felt like he died.. with me along with him. At least mentally.. and yah, emotionally too. I just lost.. everything.

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