REAL LIFE【YoonSeok】

💗THIRTY-ONE

Yoongi's pov:-

I know something is happening. Hoseok is hiding something. But i don't know what! Yes sure i can spy on him, but I don't want to be one having trust issue. I have offered him a healthy relationship, so I expect him to open up with me.

He knows that. He knows he can tell me anything. We are close enough now. He is not the confused slave he was back then. He is earning a good amount. He has learned all the skills needed like banking, internet etc. He is independent now. And i am proud of him.

But something is off. Whenever we make love, he begs for kinks and stuff. I am not completely in appose of it. I know we should satisfy each other, buy lately it's like he is begging to torture him. Like some kinds of punishment. Initially it was all exciting but now I am worried about him.

I have realised I can be rough and cold when he asks for those punishments. He awakens a little beast inside me. I cant control myself then. But when I see the bruises next morning or him limping i feel bad. He doesn't complain though.

I hope this doesn't toxic our relationship. I sigh as I move my feet inside the house. I am already late from work. I silently slip inside, hoping hoseok would have fall asleep by now.  He needs rest. His body needs rest.

I see him sleeping on couch. He looks uncomfortable. Why didnt he sleep in bed? Was he waiting for me? I slowly caress his soft cheeks, trying not to wake him. so angel. still looks so innocent! Though he is far away from being innocent now, considering the stuff he does in bed. I lift him up in my arms and walk to our bedroom.

I gently place him on bed and enter bathroom to shower. I stand under spray, relaxing my body, taking all my stress away. As I wrap a robe on my body I walk outside only to surprise myself. Hoseok is awake and laying only in boxers for me. So tempting!

"Did shower wake you up?" I ask going closer him, taking him into my embrace. He lifts his face, kissing my lips. I pull him into deep kiss. Gosh i love him so much. I caress his body, and he snuggles on to me, smelling me. He climbs on my laps, giving me kitty licks on my neck. "What is it baby?" I ask hoping for different answer.

He wraps his arms around my neck and moves his hips, rubbing his body on my member covered by robe. "Hoseok you are already sore baby" i stop him. His hands try to move my robe, lust in his eyes. Its like he is addicted to me. My love. But if he can't he see it, i have to be responsible one.

"Yoongi...please..." He begs, his hand on my member, palming. "You will get hurt baby"
"I won't...please...I need it..." He pleads. Why is he doing this? How am I supposed to be control myself. I lay him on bed on his back. And hover over him. I kiss the previous markings on his body. My work. He moans, closing his eyes, arching his back. "Take me...Yoongi....please"

"Chk chk so needy baby" i spoon him, wanting him to stop begging.

"Please"

"You are still sore..."

"I don't care...."

"But i care!"

He frowns crossing his arms. I chuckle. "I love you hoseok! That's why I am telling...all you need is rest and care"

His face is red. He turns his back to me. I hate disappointing him, but it's for his own good. I back hug him smelling his scent. I hope I won't regret turning down this.

Hoseok's pov:-

I can't sleep. I just can't.
I feel awful. Guilty. I am so bad. I don't deserve person like Yoongi as my boyfriend, really. I feel dirty. I need him. Right now. To feel good again. I want to give pleasure to him, make him feel good. Even if I am hurt it's fine. I deserve this anyway.