REAL LIFE【YoonSeok】

💚FORTY TWO

Yoongi's pov:-

Few days ago.....

Life sucks. Life sucks without hoseok. Honestly. It feels like shit. I hate this feeling! "Come on yoongi! Stop working. Let's go somewhere" siwon says as he sits in front of me in my office.

Ever since he is back and found that I am single, he is trying to get back. Firstly I thought meeting him will help me forget about hoseok. So I agreed to meet him couple of times. But it made me realise how it was great with hoseok and instead I feel more sad that life turned out this way.

Sometimes I feel like just going and grabbing hoseok. Kissing him like it's our last day on earth. But then moment later I remember how he cheated with Taehyung and anger fills me. I mean seriously. He not only lied to me about being nurse, he letted Taehyung kiss him?!

I mean no one can be this naive to be fooled like that. He knew Taehyung likes him and he still went near him behind my back! I guess he never loved me. He was just being with me as I was his master. That's what they are taught. I thought we could have normal relationship but that made him braver to be unfaithful.

"Yoongi?!!!!!!!" Siwon yells.

"I need to work siwon. Please leave."

"Oh come on! Stop being annoying ass" he stands and comes near. "I know you didn't have sex in months now. Don't you wanna feel good?!" He rests his hand on my shoulder and bends down. His breaths near my neck and ear.

I stay silent for a moment. He is right. After breaking up with hoseok, my life sucked. I just don't feel enjoying anything. I hate whenever I see couples. Annoying.

And as I am in my thoughts, he leans and presses his lips on mine. And before I realise anything, he is already kissing me. I used to feel kissing him when we were together. But now, it's nothing. I push him back. "What the hell min yoongi!" He looks angry.
"Leave me alone!" I say irritated and stand up going out! I just don't want to se him.

Present day....

I leave as soon as Taehyung mentions siwon's name. I am not seeing the guy! In fact I never contacted or replied him since the day he tried kissing me. But I don't want to clarify that. I just don't care what he thinks.

I come to my room and take my book to read. I causally lay on my bed, trying to involve my mind. Obviously hoseok is happy with Taehyung and I shouldn't care. But it still hurts me and makes me mad!

After few hours, I can't focus on anything. I just get weird feeling. Like something is wrong. Like I am gonna lose something. Yes I usually do miss hoseok. A lot. I don't show it. At least I try! But now it's worst feeling. I can't explain.

I pull my hair in frustration. Why I have to suffer! And until when?! Aren't these feelings should have gone by now?! Hate this.

"Aghhhhhh!!!" I shout in anger and irritation and finally go into Namjoon's room. I need to ask where the hell is him?! Something is wrong. I just get the feeling. I will just check on hoseok. From a distance off course. And once I will see him perfectly fine I will return. Only then I can feel ok, I guess. This is so embarrassing. I am so pathetic.

Jungkook's pov:-
"Okay. I will come too" Hoseok says following from behind. "Yes! You just have to look! It's so mesmerising from up here" I yell as I reach the top.

After few minutes he comes panting. He has such awful stamina. "Woahhh" he says looking down at valley. It's really beautiful. Green trees and little bit mist. It's not too cold but pleasantly cool. He starts taking photos.

Too bad it's gonna be his last memory. I stand behind his back. My plan was to push him down and not trying to hold him. It will be accidentally death. But I just can't push him as he turns and smiles and turns back taking photos.