BTS LOVE YOURSELF - THE NOTES (ENGLISH TRANSLATION)

'tear' Namjoon's Notes °22 May Year 22°

Year 22
22 May
(Part 1)
"We're only a year apart.
No, apparently someone said so.
I'm the Hyung, I know, but they can't be young forever.
Isn't it time that they deal with it by themselves?
Fine. It's fine. No, I'm not angry. I'm sorry."

I hung up the phone and looked around.
The sea breeze was lukewarm as it passed
by and shook the pine forest behind me.

My heart felt like it was going to explode.

I looked down at the ground.
A small little colony of ants lined
up behind behind each other.
They all seemed to be going in the
same direction together.

Maybe if someone could understand me physically
and symbolically they'd be able
to predict where I was going?
And why I'd choose that path?

It's not that I don't love my parents,
don't care for my sibling,
don't worry about them.

But if I could,
I'd ignore them.
Because I'd have no
way to help them.

I can only be myself.

Getting angry, frustrated and yearning to
leave wouldn't do me good then anyways, right?

Someone stood in the distance.
Their back was turned to me.
They seemed to be in quite a fowl mood
with the way they were standing.

They looked much like me, actually.

It was Jungkook.