BTS LOVE YOURSELF - THE NOTES (ENGLISH TRANSLATION)

'answer' Yoongi's Notes ° 29 July Year 22°

29 July
Year 22

What is the reason that the melody keeps coming up after the person who plays the guitar and plays with it disappears?
I lay down on the couch and looked at the piano.
I was expelled from school and had abandoned my mother's piano.
The only thing that was left after the fire.
He threw the half-burnt keys out the window of the apartment.
I thought I would kill myself.

I will never touch the piano again after I find those keys.

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I could not wait for the elevator.
I jumped down the stairs the next day. I thought I fell asleep at first because of how unbelievable it was that I'd lost them.

Suddenly, last night came to mind.
Nothing was in the flowerbed below the window.
"The garbage truck just passed by," the security guard said.

I had really and truly lost the only piano keys
I had left from my mother's piano.

Even after that day, I gave up my music so many times saying
'I will never do it again'.

There was nothing like music. Even when I ran, I knew.
Eventually I'll go back up those stairs and slip into submission.
I'd start playing music again.

For me music was an object.
With music I was painful but free.
It was confusing but clear at the same time.
Fear and confidence,
hope and despair...
all of the opposite feelings seemed to have come alive.

I wanted to hit the piano,
but I wanted to meet myself in a cowardly way,
in fact,
pretending to be strong.

I wanted to cry out, scream, lash out and cry.
And I did not want to run away.
I wanted to complete the melody I was making with guitar and piano.

But this time it seemed possible.

Yoongi always hits the feels!