Weeks had past and the gang was still in bits! Alex's anxiety has kicked in and he wasn't in a great state, but he wouldn't admit that to John
Laffs pov
John still hates me for what I did but eventually he'll get over it,eventually
Even herc is mad at me, AND HES MY BOYFRIEND!
By this point I give up trying to apologise
I slowly started distancing myself from the group first by sitting away from them in class, then eventually leaving the group chat I was doing a bit of cleaning when I found one of my old blades in my drawer
I take the blade out of my drawer and immediately place it in the bin
"You're stronger than that!" I say to myself before placing the bag on my desk and sitting on my bed opening my phone
"I thought I left the group chat" I said opening the chat
"I did but John added me back" I said quietly I scrolled through the messages
Group chat
Turtleboi: why did laff leave the chat
Peggypower: why do you think
Turtleboi: idk
Peggypower: oh maybe because you guys have completely kicked him out of the friend group when all he did was try and be a good friend
Lexithelion: she's right john
(Maria) M: you managed to make Herc angry with him and they never fight
Hercypoo: hey I'm not angry with him
Turtleboi added laffy taffy back to the chat
Turtleboi: laffayette I'm sorry for being a dick to you but I do have a right to be angry with you
Laffytaffy:no it's fine
Laffytaffy left the group
End of chat
I look at the bin to the blade
Maybe I do need it
I grab the blade scraping it across my skin several times
Shit! What is the matter with me? Why can I do ANYTHING right
I bandage my arm up and put a long sleeved shirt on....it's been a while since I've worn one of these
I get up and walk into the kitchen turning on the coffee machine, making coffee and walking into the living room
Everyone is here-EVERYONE IS HERE! Alex, Peggy, Maria, Eliza, Angelica, Thomas, James, Herc and JOHN!!!!!!!
I turn on my heel and try to go back into the kitchen
"I don't think so!" Herc says grabbing my wrist, I flinch
"When did you guys get here, I was in the kitchen for five minutes!" I say confused
"Laffayette May we speak? In private?" John says I simply nod and we walk into the kitchen closing the door behind us
"Laff this has gone on to long...... I'm sorry!" He says with half a smile
"You have nothing to be sorry for, I'm the sorry one" I say throwing my arms around him
Hey guys sorry for my absence I have no excuse but that I am lazy (that's true) and I have been sidetracked with another story I'm writing called Hamilton assassins please go and check it out, I'm so proud of it at the moment and I would love it if you could show it some love
I gave up on the ten shout outs thing but the people who asked me to read their story's, I have and they are all great
Love you all so much 💚💙💛❤️
bye
-Dahley
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