Poems about life :)

Secrets

SECRETS 7-28-10

Out of all these years guessing

Wondering what I meant to you

What kind of person I am through your eyes

What flashes on your mind when you hear my name

What emotion stirs inside of you while we talk

I struggled to pass through every single day of my life

To face what I thought was the horrible truth

Forcing myself to diminish my thoughts about you

Forcing myself to stop dreaming

Having only to wake up, realizing that I can't

Torturing myself of thinking that you forgot who I am

The thing that reminds me that I exist

But as time goes by, I started to focuse on the different things in life

Glad knowing that I moved on

Acting that I'm fine, by hiding it with a smile

I thought I was being smart, when I'm actually being stupid

I was just fighting with the truth

I was only killing myself in this confusion

Why didn't you just tell me?

Instead of leaving me not knowing, so we lost all hope

We both share the guilt of our fading friendship

We both feel the pain of each other's ignorance

I thought we always promised each other

That we're best friends forever

And by that, we're supposed to tell each other everything

We should be greeting each other as we cross paths

We must be talking to each other everyday

Assuming that our friendship's ok

But instead, we just let it fade away

Letting fear invade, so we can't tell each other how we felt

If we did, we shouldn't have caused each other

This great regret...