Authors Note

465 20 19
                                    

Hey Guys

If You havent noticed i havent updated in a while

I apologize and im so sorry. I've been meaning to update for a while but i didnt get a chance and again i'm sorry

But i have my reasons and i think its not fair  not to update and not tell you...

One of my reason that is that i think not enough people are reading this story and dont like it and i think theres not really any point of writing all these chapters and no ones reading them.

But on the bright side i will finish this book and i promise it will be up shortly.

Another reason is that im sorta having a personal issue which i think i should tell you guys because i just need to let it out.

About 2 years ago i was with a guy that cheated on me and afterwards he called me names and said i was fat and a attention seeker. He afterwards did some pretty mean things to me when i was upset that he was the one that cheated. These words and the relationship has screwed me over and i have never gotten over it since. Like i was saying it was 2 years ago and i still havent gotten over it and now my self esteem has dropped everything about me im not happy about. I recently saw him and he messaged me and told me that he miss's me and want us to be together again. Ive told him what he has done and he has called me more names and has done more worse things. Now i have trust issues with a guy that is kind of liking me now and im kinda upset and not my usual happy self.I Hate My

Anyway looking on the bright side my friends have been great support, and my friends have recommended i listen to My Chemical Romance and i have and love them very much.

I'm again sorry for everything and please let me know your thoughts in the comments about the stories.

But remember i will update shortly.

Thank you all

Love Nicole xx

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