not deaf || sope

three

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hoseok woke up early in the morning to check his phone for any notifications. he only got a couple for twitter. nothing from yoongi but what did he expect? he's a busy man with many things to do to worry for a mizzly fan.

hoseok got up from his bed to wash his face from any sleepiness. the cold water made hoseok whimper a little but he soon got used to it.

a notification popped up but hoseok couldn't hear it. he left his phone in his bedroom to charge more while he went to the kitchen to cook himself some food.

hoseok turned the television on that was on his kitchen with the subtitles. hoseok didn't watch the news because he thought that it was too depressing.

hoseok smiled to himself as he thought of yoongi. hoseok changed the channel. he connected his mini ipad to the television so he could put on yoongi's mvs or his music on spotify

hoseok made sure to boost the bass so he could feel the lovely music. hoseok moved along according to the bass that yoongi put in his music.

hoseok loved yoongi so much but he learned that he needed to keep distance. he never made a social media account ever again after he posted about him and yoongi being a couple. people bashed him for being a child that thinking that would be a waste.

he wouldn't blame them though. he was dumb to think that yoongi would like him. out of the seven billion people in the world, he obviously didn't have a chance. so he stopped thinking about such dreams that wouldn't become reality.

hoseok sat down on his seat as he chopped his food down. he was hungry as he hadn't eaten for eleven hours.

hoseok wiped his mouth, still sitting on his seat. he always stood still for a moment as he thought of his life. he hated the fact that he couldn't hear anything.

he was missing so many things in life. the beautiful the noises of birds, the chimes right before christmas hits, and the singing of his beloved yoongi. he hated not being able to hear yoongi's the most.

hoseok has been deaf for 19 years now and it's basically like his life now. he never got to click something in his ear and he would immediately hear again. he wished he could be those people that experiment on this type of disability and not actually have it.

hoseok finished eating the little crumbs after a long thought. hoseok got off his seat and set his plate in the sink for later. hoseok went to his bed room to get ready for work.

hoseok wore his simple blue nurse uniform for work. he put on a thing jacket to go out in the cold and got his phone.

he stuffed his phone in his pocket, he never looked at it as he would get distracted and not get to work in time. hoseok grabbed his keys to the car and exited the house.

hoseok sighed as he started the car. hoseok made sure to have his 'i am deaf sir' sign behind his visor so incase he gets pulled over, he can pull his visor down. it's dumb but hoseok's terrified after the news.

hoseok started the car and pulled his phone out of his pocket and placed it in the cup holder but the screen lit up and he took a glance at his notifications. the last one was a text and it was thirty minutes ago, from an unknown number.

hoseok read the text over and over again. he couldn't believe it was really the one and only yoongi. hoseok took a big breath to relief some of the stress he was feeling.

hoseok glanced at the time and he saw that he was ten minutes late. hoseok gasped in shock.

hoseok quickly exited the drive way and never responded to yoongi.

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