not deaf || sope

six

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it had been four months already, it was february.

hoseok completely forgot that yoongi texted him so he was no longer in a state of sadness. but his love for yoongi's music never stopped. he couldn't stop loving it just because yoongi blocked him.

hoseok finally decided that it was about time to treat himself with a prize. yoongi was having his first concert in four months and he really wanted to go for his birthday.

hoseok's birthday is in a week from now and so is the concert. the concert tickets go on sale in two hours. hoseok was educated now to not stay up late on the day of the concert. also to watch his surroundings. he didn't want to have a bad encounter like last time.

hoseok almost forgot to get the tickets when there was only four minutes left. time really flies by.

hoseok would not hesitate to get a front row seat like last time because he had so much fun, also to see yoongi up close like last time. maybe for the last time because hoseok has gotten into a serious debt. his college still hasn't been paid off and his job doesn't have a really good income.

this concert will be the last one that he can attend. so he wanted it to be extra special.

tickets went on sale and hoseok immediately got the tickets for the front row. he got them and he was finally satisfied.

hoseok took his phone out and checked twitter for anything new. he scrolled down for a few minutes with nothing to bring excitement to his dark room. he only saw a few clips of fan videos of yoongi and unpopular opinions that hoseok didn't care to listen to.

hoseok decided to check yoongi's official twitter.

hoseok smiled as he entered his profile. just seeing a picture of him made him happy.

^im tired of seeing confused comments! the date is a mistake!! it's actually 2018

hoseok knew from the start that it was a consequence. he knew that he wasn't talking about him and that is what made his heart sink. he knew his luck was absolute garbage. so hoseok ignored it and just hearted it because it was yoongi, he likes all his tweets.

hoseok didn't see anything interesting in yoongi's profile except for selfies so he exited the app and turned off his phone overall.

hoseok laid on his bed with exhaustion. he shut his eyes with the silent ring in his ears. he heard absolutely nothing. not even the static sound that everyone hears.

hoseok's silent tear slowly made its way down his face.

hoseok wanted to hear.

hoseok wanted to hear his parent's voice.

hoseok wanted to hear jimin's voice.

hoseok wanted to hear yoongi's beautiful voice.

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