Who Am I Ment To Be? BNHA

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Breaking down on the floor, I wanted nothing more than something to eat. But I've tried everything in the house and threw everything up. No I find something that smells delicious, something that I cold finaly eat. Only to find out it was Aizawa. I couldnt eat him. I dont eat people. Besides even if I did. Hes my teacher, and I love him like a father. Hes taken much better care of me then my real father ever did. All he ever told me was I was suppose to be a Male. I still agree with him. If I had been born a Male, non of this would be happening right now. I would have a normal life, normal family and I certainly wouldnt want to eat my teacher right now. Suddenly I smell something strange. It smelled flowery. I then feel very sleepy. Before I can object I fall victim to the darkness once again.

Waking up I groan. The scent of chemicals and medicines smaking me right in the face. I try to cover my nose when I feel something cold stop me. Looking down, i see a pair of handcuffs around my wrist. What? Why was I handcuffed? Did I hurt someone? What did I do? I start freaking out pulling against my restraints. Suddenly Aizawa and Allmight run into the room. The delicious scent waffles up in my nose making my stomach growl so loud I'm sure the other side of the city heard it.

"Nagisa you need to calm down." Aizawa says walking closer." NOO,.........please dont get any closer." I beg. My grip was slipping. I felt at any moment without my consent my body would just lunge trying to find its meal.

I need to get out of here. I try summoning my shadows, but nothing happens." If your trying to use your quirk, you wont he able to. A special medicine has been injected into your blood stream blocking all of your quirks  for a while." I gulp, well their went that plan." Nagisa please tell us what's wrong. Why are you acting like this? Are you upset kirishima left for his internship without you.

I shake me head." Young lady please tell us what's wrong. We cant help you if we dont knows what's going on." Allmight says taking a seat at the end of my hospital bed. The bed sunk and I'm pretty sure the bars started bending and cracking because he immediatly gets up.

"I cant tell you what's wrong because I dont know myself." I say, tears starting to stream down my face. I was such a sissy. Ugh how could kirishima like me. I've cried more in the last few months then In my whole life. Im surprised I have any friends at all. I'm such a baby. A p****, a female. Men are strong, females are weak. (No offense to anyone, shes just having a break down. I apologize if I offend anyone.)

That's it I'm done. My original gender is female, but that doesn't mean I have to identified as. This is 2018, I can call myself whatever I want and act as such. It's for the best.

"Nagisa are you ok?" I look up wiping my face, giving them both a smirk.

"I cant believe you fell for it." I say, shaking my head in fake disappointment. They stare at me confused, then mad.

"What did you do nagisa?" Aizawa aks grabbing my shoulder and squeezing. I give no indication that I was in pain. Smile through it nagisa. This is for the best.

"I faked needing help to see everyone's reaction. Everything was a lie, I never needed help." I laugh. I was dying inside. Both Aizawa and Allmight couldnt even look at me when they stormed out.

I frown flopping back down feeling as if I would cry again. I wont cry again though.

I just lay there thinking. My stomach growls again. I grab it curling into a ball. I was so hungry. I need to get out of these handcuffs, but there was no key around, great.

Sighing I lay there until a nurse comes to release me. Nobody else comes to visit. It was around 7 PM when theres a knock on the door. I dont answer. In walks a doctor." Your being released." He says simply. I nod, as he walks over unlocking my cuffs.

I still wore my original clothes so I simply just put my shoes back on and leave. I wasnt going back to Aizawas though. I didnt deserve his kindness. I didnt deserve anyone's.

Sighing I check my pockets for my debit card. Luckily it was still there. I take off running using my speed quirk and quickly run to the next city. I wont be going back. I should find a new life for myself here. I'll miss everyone dearly, kirishima the most, but this is for the best.........right?

I find a small but homey like hotel and spend the night.

In the morning I'm wake to a peach colored ceiling. My stomach roared in hunger. I need to find something I can keep down. I can tell ove lost weight in the last few days. My clothes are looser, my pants seem to almost need a belt.

What should I do now. Should I get a job, find my own place to live. Though if I am going to get a job I need to go back to high school or get my GED. Nobody likes to hire high school drop-outs.

Sighing I decide to just explore the city today.

I walk around the city finding a new gym and fight club. They were cool. I even found a apartment for rent. Which was nice. By the end of the day I was striving and tired. Luckily sleep won.