91 Christamas day diaries

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25/12/2018
1:34 pm
I was wearing the finest things I owned for the feeling that I'm celebrating a rebirth of myself and I was caught in a vibe or let's call it a dream. The sweet type of dreams you wish you could repeat; I didn't need to go to bed -where sadness used to envelope me- in order to live that dream,because It was more like talking directly to heaven, I felt his presence and nothing has ever felt like home, where love and ease slobbered the darkest parts of me; I knew right at this moment that the only way To healing was putting my aches on the cross and leaving them there. I didn't know wether I had enough soul for me to do this but I did it anyway, as my feet knowingly synchronized with a shallow breath I entered into the new chapter of life I've always longed to.

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