The one who needed love needed pain
And how is it called love if it drives me insane
with all the ups and downs I've never wanted pain
I wanted wisdom growth and maturity.. but they cost a lot
I didn't pay money
Yet embraced the baneYou broke my crystal heart
And now the shrapnels
Are colonizing my jugular veinRight in my neck
I'm choking
I can't stay in my laneYesterday I laid on salty bed sheets
I cry often; that's ain't sweetNo worries
Now I get to lay on my sorrowful side
heart shaped cuts
My wounds are pulsing
Excuse my blood stainsYou didn't want us to get plain
But you played me over
Till I lost my brainWhat can I own now ?
I lost you
Loosing the heart of my life chainI'm restless
Soaked in anxiety
And why not when you were
Mr. CainI'm Lying non-vital
You well know that I don't feign
Reality is My eyes are too dry to cry
And I'm waiting for a chance of rain
It's hard to be a human nowadays
The one who needed love needed pain -A
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THE BIG LITTLE BOOK
Poetry#1 slam #1 poet Semi diary semi poetry type of books. God can meet you in your rock bottom as well as on the top of your little mountain . In this book I talk about my mental health and how i overcame depression anxiety food disorders and addiction...