Amnesia

Matt

"Leave." I growled at Matt, and he looked, at me confused.

"Excuse me?"

"Do you really think that I don't know what you did to her?" I asked.

He finally realized what I was talking about, but he just smiled. "She liked it and I would do it again. And there's nothing you can do about it, Shortie."

I don't know what happened to me, but I blacked out and the next thing I knew Matt was on the ground, bleeding. He was breathing, but he was completely unconscious.

My fist was pulled back until someone grabbed my hand. "Sabrina!" Jake yelled and I turned around to see the rest of my friends with shocked faces.

"What happened?" I asked, looking at the boy under me who had blood coming from his lip, nose, and mouth.

"You were trying to kill him." Jake exclaimed, pulling me off and swinging me over his shoulder.

"Put me down." I said, but he started walking and started lecturing me. He kept rambling about something but I started listening when he started talking about Y/N.

"If Y/N knew, how do you think that would make her feel? To know that you betrayed her trust and almost killed someone. Do you think that she would be happy? No! You know better, Sabrina. You have to learn to control your anger before people start to run away from you and run. Is that what you want? Do you want people to be scared of you?! Is that it?!" He yelled the last part at me angrily.

No. That's not what I want. Does he, or do they, really think I'm a monster?!

"Jake calm down!" Corey yelled at him, making him stop walking abruptly. "Quit yelling at her!"

"She almost killed someone! Are you forgetting that?" Jake asked angrily.

"It was either that, or I put him in jail. Which would you prefer?" I asked.

"Putting him in jail obviously! You could be put in jail for murdering someone and then what? You and Y/N-"

"Quit fucking yelling at me! Just talk regularly, like a normal person!" I shouted at him, rolling my eyes.

"I will when you become a normal person, which is far from the person you are now!"

"That was harsh! I get that you're mad, but that gives you no right to talk to anyone like that." Corey replied and then they started arguing with each other until I yelled for them to stop.

"He's right. I am far from a normal person. Just stop arguing and put me down." I spoke calmly. "Please?"

He put me down and I started walking away as they all kept fighting with each other.

I got my phone and called one of my old friends. I let out a shaky breath before speaking. "Hey Amir. Can we hang out if you're not busy? I need to get away from everything for a little bit."

"Sure. I'll meet you at your place." Amir said.

"No, I'll just go to your house."

"Okay. See you soon." He said.

"See ya." I sighed and started walking over there since I didn't want to call anyone for a lift.

...

"Since when do you want to smoke weed?" Amir asked after I grabbed the blunt he rolled for me.

"Since everything got to be too stressful." I said, blowing out smoke.

"But what is your friends gonna say when they find out that 'sweet innocent Brina' smoked?" He asked and chuckled.

"I don't care what the fuck they say or think. And I'm not completely innocent anymore." I said, rolling my eyes.

"Damn Bri. What happened?" He asked.

"It doesn't matter." I said, taking my head.

After a couple hours, he took me to my house. At this point, I was as high as a kite. Thankfully, my sister wasn't there to ask any questions. Or at least I thought she wasn't.

"Sabrina AnnLynn Carpenter!" She shouted, making me stop walking.

"What? Are you going to yell at me too?" I asked calmly, not bothering to turn around.

"No. I just want to know where you were." She replied.

"Over a friend's place. Can I go now?" She grabbed my arm, stopping me from going to my room.

She sniffed the air and then sniffed me. "Why do you smell like that?" She asked.

"Like what?" I asked.

"A skunk or something."

"I'll just take a shower. Now, can you let go of my arm?" I say, trying to pull my arm away.

"Turn around." She said.

"For what?"

"Just do it, then I'll let go."

I turned around with a annoyed expression. Her eyes widened, so I guess she saw that my eyes were glassy and red. "You're high!" She explained.

"So?" I asked, raising an eyebrow at her.

"Why did you- where- how- you know what? Just go to bed. We'll talk about it in the morning." She said disappointedly, and walked to her room and closed the door gently behind her.

I went to my room after I took a shower. I changed clothes and laid on my bed and went to sleep.