Amnesia

22.

"It's weird, you know. To see how much she's changed since she's been with you." I cocked my head to the side in confusion.

"Well you know that her personal life is different from how people might think, with her having depression, an anger disorder, and being bipolar." She started off and I listened intently to what she was saying.

"And she wasn't doing so good before she met you and things happened that only she can tell you about... It wasn't easy for her to say the least. She was starting to go down a dark path is all I can really say."

"Then she met you again and everything changed for her. Could you believe that it was rare for her to even smile before and now she can't stop. It's nice to see how she is happier and that she can see and think about something that won't have her in a bad mood."

I kept thinking about it all day. That day when Sarah talked to me about Sabrina, I've just gradually got even more curious about her past. Is it even possible for someone that change just like that after meeting someone?

It's even hard to imagine her like that now. I mean sure, I've seen how she is when her anger gets the best of her and the results of her keeping things in for too long along with her being stressed, but is there anything that happened that she couldn't tell me?

"You've been quiet for awhile. What's on your mind?" She asked, looking up at me. We were watching a movie, but I wasn't really focused on it. She was snuggled in my side, with her head on my shoulder.

"I'm sorry. It's nothing really." I answered, reassuringly, kissing her forehead. "I was just remembering a conversation with Sarah."

"Oh? What was it about?"

"You. Well us, but I'm mainly remembering when she said something about you. Let's just watch the movie though." I interlaced our fingers together and she nodded and turned towards the TV.

Once the movie was over, she turned my face towards her and gave me a soft kiss. "What was that for?" I asked and she giggled.

"No reason." She answered back. "I'm just thankful to have you in my life." I kissed her cheek and held her to me, feeling drowsy.

"Are you tired?" I nodded. "You know you can't sleep yet. You have a concert in an hour." I frowned and sat up.

"Right." I mumbled and stood up. "I'm just going to go splash cold water on my face. I'll be back."

I went to the bathroom and let the cold water hit my face a couple times.

...

Sabrina's POV

"Aww... you gave birth to a literal angel. Look at his wittle face. He looks so much like you." I said, holding the little baby boy. Danielle smiled warmly as she snapped a picture of us on her phone. "Y/n, look. Don't you want to have a baby now?"

"Sabrina, you're getting baby fever." She laughed softly.

"Do you see who I'm holding? Look at him! He's so chubby and cute. His eyes, on my goodness, those big eyes of his- please? Just one child." I said, giving her puppy dog eyes and pouting.

"We're not married." She answered.

"We can get married. Whenever. Name a time and a place. It could be tomorrow, or today. It could even be tonight. Marry me." I answered back, staring into her eyes. I gave her the tiny infant carefully and watched as he went asleep in her arms.

"Y/n, would you come with me to take him to bed?" My second mom asked and my girlfriend nodded and went with her.

"Did you just propose?" Corey asked as Sarah was just staring at me.

I widened my eyes in shock and realization that I did just propose to her. "I guess so." I answered, looking down and blushing.

"No, no, no. You are not proposing like that. You're going to have a nice date, have a amazing day together, and propose to her in the right moment. Not just because you want a baby." Sarah said.

"I don't just want to marry her to have a child. I love her, too, and I can't see myself being with anyone else but her." I said.

"She makes me so happy, and her smile is one of the most beautiful things in the world. Her eyes though, is so captivating to me and I could never get bored of staring into them. Her laugh is music to my ears and I wouldn't mind if that was the only thing I could hear, besides her voice of course. Everything about her is perfect. She's perfect. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I love her with everything I have."

"I love you, too." Her voice said and I looked up to see her wiping her face quickly.

"Awww, she's crying." Corey said.

"How long were you standing there?"

"We heard everything you said about her. So, the whole time you were talking." Danielle walked in to the room with a knowing smile. My face heated up in embarrassment.

"So, are you going to marry her?" Sarah asked. "I know about how I said that there should be a special moment, but I think this counts as one."

"Y/n, I don't need an answer right now about us getting married. Especially if you don't think you're ready or if you don't know what to say. Okay?" I stood up and kissed her hand softly.

"Okay." She smiled and gave me a hug.

"I think you guys should start heading home and get some sleep. It's kind of late and I care about you guys' health. You can come over any time though, and Sabrina, if you want to, you can babysit whenever you'd like to or come see him."

"Really? Thank you so much! I would love to babysit him." I said and gave her a hug. We said our goodbyes and left the house and Y/n drove back home.