Her Spirit Crying Out

daydreams in euphoria

Today I found myself lost in Daydreams yet again the Daydreams that actually covered a variety of topics but I found I laid in bed all day and just dreamed seriously it's 5 in the morning where I am right now and I got up at 8 in the morning and I've done nothing but daydream in my bed some would say oh my God how are you not bored but I love daydreaming I find my day dreams are so real nowadays that my body reacts to what I'm imagining as if it's actually happening around me it's a really cool sensation and one I really enjoy so my first Daydream was a little strange but I guess it's to be expected you know how you always over fantasize something in your head anyway I joined a BDSM group lately the group hosts a bunch of events and dinners and seminars and lewd activities and such I'm going to my first big event coming up this week it's nothing too out there it's just a rope seminar but I'm actually really excited for it so I guess my first day dream was about the event I could feel the power flows of all the other Doms and Dommes around me and it made me a bit nervous so I stayed in the corner fidgeting with my rope and taking sips of my soda now again what a beautiful young woman i thought as she approached me and we started talking I told her where I was from who I was what my Lifestyles were and she told me where she was from her hobbies and lifestyles and such and I kept saying um for some reason which is weird cuz I never say that but anyway she picked up on it and said you seem very nervous and I said yeah I am I was thinking and observing about watching all the different couples and feeling the energy of their power flows intoxicate the room beautifully she said yeah that happens sometimes here so take a breath you'll be okay and I smiled gently and I started singing as I normally do when I'm nervous( I thought I heard the old man say Leave Her Johnny Leave her tomorrow ye will get your pay and it's time for us to leave her) I could feel my face turning redder and redder as I sang and as normal my eyes were closed because I can't sing if my mind is wandering on and my eyes are looking about when I open my eyes I noticed she was smiling as I looked around the room I realized everybody it stopped what they were doing to look at me Subs when kneeling by their Doms and dommes and just staring at me so I quickly bowed and apologized not meaning to become the center of attention and I heard a lot of the doms say wow she's good and a lot of dommes going uh huh and the woman I was talking to smiled said wow you're amazing I've never heard somebody sing like that and I blushed and said actually you guys are the first I've never sang in front of anybody including my family and that's actually a true fact anyway I ended up singing a bunch of songs and then the event ended my next Daydream had a bit of variety and involves the girl from chapter 1 as most of them do I think that comes down to the fact that I just really feel safe with her safe to be myself safe to be free like I can do anything as long as she believes in me but this one had a little more variety like it always does this week I'm actually going over her house to help her out with a couple of things and I imagined knocking on the door cuz I normally do she said who is it and I barked she said it must be Rachel and giggled a bit she opened the door and as usual my face was flushed but I said hi when she invited me in she had a couple friends in the living room they were hanging out and she invited me to sit by her feet and hang out with them and then I felt a warm embrace as her hand slid through my hair I remember nestling in to her embrace as my soul sighed and I found myself at perfect peace but she ended up needing help fixing a couple of things that was the reason I was there after all so I got up and was going to start fixing stuff but she actually said hang on I got a gift for you and I said what you got a gift for me she said yeah but you have to close your eyes and kneel I said okay I didn't question it cuz I know I'm always safe around her and she has my trust cuz I know she would never hurt me not on purpose so I did what I was told and kneeled and shut my eyes I then felt a material hug tight around my neck she said open your eyes and I did and I move my head back and forth a few times and then realized I was wearing a collar simply because I was a puppy she thought I needed a collar the collar was simple it was pink with black lettering with my name Rachel and next to it her phone number and she just giggled and said we wouldn't want you getting lost now but I must have blushed so hard I burst into flames that's where my next Daydream sort of ended I guess things are just going really well right now and I'm happy about it -rachel