Hindi ako makatulog.
At hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin talaga ako makatulog dahil sa kaka-isip at kaka-basa sa message nya. It's almost 1 a.m and it's been 4 hours since Juan last messaged me. I didn't even reply to him!
Sa sobrang kilig na kilig ako, hindi ko na siya nareplyan. Hindi ko rin din naman kasi alam kung anong sasabihin ko sa kanya. All I feel right now, is my heart's still overwhelmed.
Like, who wouldn't naman diba? Yung taong hinahangaan mo nung una ay magiging malapit na sayo, establishing this more than friends label. This is like every fangirl's dream! Everyone's favorite type of love story. Yung tipong matagal mo na syang hinahangaan tapos when you guys met, nahulog siya sa'yo na akala mo sa movies at books lang nangyayari.
Sa dinami-daming humahanga sa kanya, God chooses me to give me this moment na hindi ko inimagine, na magkakaroon pala 'ko.
Mapapasabi ka na lang na, "Tangina. Ang swerte ko naman sobra"
I turned on my phone for the millionth time para basahin naman muli yung messages ni Juan sakin. I got multiple messages from him when I didn't reply to him. I also got several calls galing sa kanya in which I didn't answer.
Text Message
Juan GDL
Yesterday 9:12 pm
alam mo ba we always see
each other everyday kaya. aren't u
tired seeing my face araw2?? 😂
no.
you know, ure one of the reas-
ons na why i always keep look-
ing forward for tomorrows. i
don't know Eva pero just seeing u,
makes my day complete. nawawa-
la yung pagod ko, worries, problems
whenever i see u or just hear ur voice.
i've never felt something like this
before Eva until u came.
Eva?
are you asleep? fck oo nga naman
how will u reply if u are.
but if you're not. please talk to me
naman. I didn't mean to scare u off
with my sudden confession.
i just gave u the reason why i won't
get tired seeing u. and if only i
knew this would happen pala, i
just wished i didn't say it.
please please baka i would loose u
just because of this. i don't want it to
happen Eva.
i'm so worried right now.
While I was reading Juan's messages to me, ang sama-sama ko dahil hindi talaga ako nagreply sa kanya. I let him sleep feeling worried when supposed to be he should be happy right now after last night. I'm so mean talaga kaya I decided to reply na sa kanya para when he wakes up, he'll start off his day good. He doesn't have to worry na.
Juan GDL
Today 12:46 AM
Hey Juan, I'm so sorry for not
replying and not answering ur
calls. I'm sorry for making u
worried too ☹️. Honestly, i didn't
reply kasi i don't know what to
reply din naman kasi. Hindi mo
naman ako ginulat, I just don't
know kung anong irereply ko
sayo. I feel so overwhelmed and
kilig kaya ganun. Please don't
think of the opposite. You won't
lose me naman. Don't worry. ❤️
