Deepest Darkest Desire

Sakang

A/N: Walang maisip na title ang lola niyo, bwahaha. Sorry natagalan I was sick because I don't have proper amount of sleep since straight na naman yung pasok ko minsan no day off, I'm sure you would understand. :-) I'm back at hini ako masyadong kumbinsido dito sa ud na ito minadali ko lang na isiningit sa schedule kaya short nga lang. Ito ang nakayanan ko kaya sana magustuhan nyo pa rin. 

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“Now let's talk!” Vice said and I know, judging from the tone of his voice that he is angry, very angry at me.

I cleared my throat then tried to think hard about last night. Naalala kong sinundo ako ni Anne at nagpakalasing kami sa isang bar, pagkatapos ay lumipat kaming Guillys at nag-lasing ulit, pagkatapos ay nakipag-sayaw sa akin yung...Jay-R ba yun? Holy cow si Jay-R! Anong ginagawa ko sa pent house ni Vice? Where's Anne? Anne, you're dead and I'm absolutely dead. Awtomatikong napalingon ako sa direksiyon ni Vice. He's not giving away anything, but he's smoking. This is news to me.

“Na-nasaan si Anne?” I asked

“Did you remeber what you did last night huh?” kalma lang ngunit marrin ang pagkakasabi ni Vice. Napansin kong halos lumundag ang hawak niyang sigarilyo dahil sa pagkakadiin niya ng hawak dito.

“I, uhm, I was in a club with Anne.”

“Did you. . . remember. . . something. . . that. . . happened. . . last night?!” he asked and it's clear that he's angry. I just closed my eyes then look up at the ceiling, hoping to find some answers. What should I say to him? That I remebered something but vaguely? Oh I will never get drunk again, ever!

“Answer me lady!”

“I'm, I'm not sure.” slowly I turned around to his direction and saw him close his eyes, nakatiim bagang siya. F*ck! I'm sure I did something wrong.

“What gotten in to you? Are you that angry at me? You're being so irresponsible Ana Karylle.” he placed the cigarette at the ashtray that' s helplessly sitting above the wooden table. Then leaned forward. I covered my naked body with the sheets as a form of defense. I guess it's a defense from his anger. I'm confused. Why am I here?

“Sorry. ” is all that I could manage to say.

“Wala ka ba talagang naaalala? Are you not confused why you're God damn naked?!” halos nag echo ang boses ni Vice sa apat na sulok ng kanyang kwarto. I'm terrified that I might really did something stupid last night. Shouldn't I be the one who is supposed to be angry because of what he has told me? Bakit nambabaliktad siya ng sitwasyon ngayon?

“Cut the crap Vice!” I commanded firmly. He leaned closer, like an inch closer and I can smell his familiar manly scent which turned me on.

“Why did you do that last night?” he asked but this time, he lowered down his voice.

“I don't know what I am doing. I was so drunk please forgive me.” Shit! I feel nausated! What if Jay-R and i...no! It can't be! Tiningnan ko ulit si Vice at nakita ko ang matinding takot sa mukha niya. My head hurts but I need to think what really happened last night. I could not forgive my self.

“What happened?” tanong ko ulit kay Vice bago siya nagsalita ulit.

*flashbacks

“You're so beautiful Anne, can I drive you home?” tanong ng malanding si Richard na kaunti nalang ang distansiya sa medyo lasing na ding si Anne. Nakaupo lang sila at nagpapahinga dahil pagod pa sa kakasayaw, naiwan naman si Karylle at Jay-R sa dance floor.