LIVE (Depressed Taehyung X Reader FF)

CHAPTER 7: I SAVED THIS IDIOT

(A/N: I know the pic doesn't look anything like yoongi, but just deal with it. I'm not that good at drawing him -_-)

Y/N P.O.V

"I even envy you"
these words kept echoing through my head for a good 2 minuites. "Are you an idiot?" Was all I could say to him. Taehyung just sat there confused af as I was trying to control my temper.
'okay.. calm down y/n, he just doesn't know your past that much' I thought.

"Look, I wanna get mad right now, but I know I shouldn't since you don't know" I finally spoke.
He still sat there confused as I sighed before continuing.

"Being alone in this world isn't as fun as it seems, meaning, it's painful... I even got depressed from that. I, as the person who I am, hate loneliness. I hate death. I hate everything related to any of those things. That's exactly why I was getting angry; you don't know what it's like to be left alone in this world at a young age" I explained earning an 'oh' from him.

He just looked down his feet. "I'm sorry" he said. "I didn't mean to" he said, and with "it's okay" I accepted his apology.

We sat in silence for what felt like ages before speaking.

"So... Why do you cut?" I started. He started getting nervous and... Ashamed? "Umm... Just to get stress off my chest I guess". I chuckled before playfully hitting his arm "pabo!, Even I learned in kindergarten that, if you are sad, talk to someone you trust". Taehyung giggled, cute. "Wait, did I ever trust you?" He said in a joking tone. "I am offended" I dramatically replied with a gesture that matches. We both then bursted out laughing the second we realized how stupid I looked. "Just kidding, I trust you.. okay then, I promise, no more cutting" he said making me smile to myself. "You better" I jokingly threatened him. He fake smiled... Again, causing me to frown in process.

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"Bye yoongi" I waved to him and he just smiled and went inside as quick as possible. Man, yoongi seems to be in a good mood today. It's probably one of those days when his parents visit him. Yes, his parents left him due to business issues. I kept thinking while walking to school.

It's been 2 weeks, and I gotta say, taehyung started changing. His old self is slowly recovering; he started becoming more playful and socializing. He even started greeting me first, which is something so rare *wipes fake single tear*. The bullying never stopped though, plus, I also became their second rated victim, making taehyung first place. I guess having someone by his side made him feel safe and more confident in himself. I just hope it stays like that.

I'm now in class hoping he'd show up. I got bored so I started drawing on my notebook, until someone suddenly screamed making me scream in process. The voice owner came in front of me to see a giggling taehyung. "Fuq you.." was all I said. "Your face was awesome when you screamed" we both then burst out laughing that we didn't even realize that Mr. Han got in "SILENCE you lovebirds!, I have an announcement". Mr. Han is a cool teacher but sometimes he likes teasing us. "We're not lov-!" We were both inturupted "shut up, I said" mr. Han added. "Now, we are now gonna be having a new student, please treat him with respect" he signaled for the student to get in.

Wait.... Black fluffy hair, a savage smirk, short height, and... triangular Kitten eyes. "Hello, the name is min yoongi aka genius guy and I hope you treat me with respect" he said looking at the whole class then at me with a confident proud smile. My jaw dropped making taehyung looking at me before mouthing 'you know him?'. I whispered to him "I'll explain everything later" making him nod in process.

"Okay then yoongi, take a seat" I heard alot of squeals and whispers from girls at that moment but I couldn't care less. Yoongi then went and sat on the seat by my right. I gave him my 'are you fuqin kidding me right now' while he replied with an innocent smile. And so, we didn't talk for the rest of the session.