Abandoned wife

Chapter 12

"Who bought this in my house?" Akshay shouted downstairs. Its not new to him. He is perfectionist and often shouts at the servants who break  code of conduct in the house. It was norm in the past, norm in the present and will continue in future. Smita rolled more on the bed, cover her face from blanket and sleeps again. His shouting again disturb her sleep and she came downstairs.

All female workers standing in a line in living room, Akshay standing in front of him holding that tablet strip.

"Damn, how did Devil found it?" she murmured to herself. She is anxious,she is nervous, she is frustrated and she is angry. Is it necessary to all her plans to be failed.

Smita was anxious after the breakfast fiasco. He was indifferent to her and acted to hurt her  feelings. She was so happy this morning but now fear settled in her heart "What if I get pregnant after yesterday's episode." she was not on pills and precaution hadn't came in her mind last night. She was blind in love that forget everything. Her rationality jumped from the window but she can't be irrational today. She can't afford another baby neither physically nor financially.
"Think something Smita" her inner voice mocked her.
Unwanted 72 advertisement of that birth control pill running on tv gave her solution. 72 hours not passed since coitus and she still has chance to not to get pregnant. She ran towards the exit of mansion.

"You can't go outside." guard ordered her.

"Who are you to stop me. I want to go outside and I'll go."

"I am your body guard and I have orders to not to let you go outside."

She tried every possible means to escape but failed miserably.

At last she decided to bribe one of the maids and she brought what she want. Akshay was suspicious at that time but she outsmarted him.

" What were you asking her to bring Smita? " he asked

" None of your business"

"Are you telling me or..

" I am asking to bought a sanitary napkin. Am I allowed to talk about that personally? "she shouted at top of her lungs and left immediately.

He noticed her and her appearance displeased him. She wore her old clothes and braided her hairs. She knew he hate such clothes but its necessary to avoid encounter like that day. His eyes stopped at her cleavage and she want to buried in ground. She can hide it today but he have seen her naked. Her attempts to hide, fuel the desire more.

"Are you telling me or I will called CCTV footage. Once I get the owner I'll call her family and tell everything." he focused on the maids.

"Sir.. Ma'am as.. asked me to bring that." poor women uttered.

"Dismissed" he roar in anger and everyone run away.

Smita gulped the saliva and clutches side of her kurta nervously. He  said "STOP" and she stop doing that also. Her feet glued on her feet. She is ready for for her ordeal. This is the end.

"I thought you were so much into me but you repeated history..

" Akshay.. "

" shh.. He put his index finger on her lips and chill run down her spine.

"You know you are very clever woman. You always know what you want. First you want Akshita so you tricked me and now you dont want another kid so all this nonsense."

"Just shut up Akshay."

"Why I always need to be silent. You can do whatever you want but I can't say anything. You can eat any random pregnancy stopping pills but I can't say anything because its about your body.  That pill can make you sterile for life but I can't say anything. You can have kid whenever you want but my wishes never honoured "he roared and cornerd her to the wall.

" Akshay try to underst...

"My dear sweet wife, I know you are great but apologize for that immature act of yours otherwise.."

"Otherwise" She knew she wronged him in the past but he can't bully her like that.

"I knew it, you will argue for sure. If you won't apologize I'll repeat my part and unfortunately you have to act like that again."

"You are threatening me."

"Ah, nope, I am advising you and you know I was very good consultant."

"I don't need your stupid advice Akshay so please shut your mouth and go away." irritation audible in her voice.

He holds her hands and pull her towards him. He looks towards her and neither she nor he blinked the  eyes. "Don't act like a spoilt brat." his hands reached downwards and grabs her ass. The touch is unexpected and uncalled which settled fear in her.

"Akshay, what are you doing?" Smita withered in his arms. She struggled to free herself and he squeezed her ass. A sigh escape from her mouth.

"You know when you struggle, it turns me on." he whispered in her ear. Her heartbeat increased. She looked at him astonishingly. She claims to know him but in this moment she did not know him. Akshay was not vocal about his desire earlier. He never talk dirty nor he enjoy others struggle. Is he the same man she married once or she never knew her husband?

"Akshay you are a gentleman this is not your way to act. " She spoke with great courage.

"I don't care what you or the world termed my act. I like whatever happening  between you and me. I'll do whatever please me."

All his life he followed rules. There is way to behave, unsaid protocol how to live . A life full of obligations and restrictions.
Is it wrong to follow your heart once?
He is intimate with his wife. Can it be put in the category of molestation.May be for some its molestation but he did not care. This moment gave him freedom from every bounds. It brought solace no matter its just for few minutes. He took it from her.

She stare him for so long. Its so difficult to understand this man. His mood changes more than a pregnant woman.
What is his current mood?

She didn't know.

Is it a trap?

She did not know.

Is he attracted to her?
She do not think so. You need to be look pretty and attractive to impress a man and she  not even  dressed up properly since her arrival. He can't be attracted to her.
May be her resistance bruised his ego so he tried to dominate her. This last option is much more reasonable. Her Akshay is acting like this because she is defying him continuously so its wise to tame his beast.

"I'll not repeat it" she whispered.

"Okay" he said. She is still in his embrace. His hands loosely hugging her. She can push him easily but she did not. He never hugged her  like this and when he did today,she did not know what to do. His embrace is comforting and safe. She always wanted to come to him, even after all the humiliation. Her love for him always weigh high than his taunts and humiliation.

"Don't wear this baggy clothes. Take my card and bring whatever you want to wear but don't wear it."

"I won't wear it, I promise." She said and a warm smile spread on his lips.