Abandoned wife

Chapter 23

Apology never come when it needed and when it come its neither wanted nor needed

"so you decided to leave?"Akshay asked to Smita who is packing her bags.

" Yes. Its best for everyone. "

" Please, don't go. "Akshay hold her hand.

" Its best decision and most sane decision I have take. "

" I know I am not the best person. I have large share in hurting you and I am ashamed of my deed. "

" This will not change my decision. "

" still I am apologising because its necessary."

"Please Akshay stop all this otherwise I'll say something you don't like to hear."

"Then you must say that atleast your heart will at peace."

" Today you decided its necessary. What about me. I came for five long years to you for clearing the misunderstanding. I used to sit outside your cabin for hours.

I begged you to accept your daughter. I begged you to meet her for once but you never came.Your denial of being her father made me a slut in the eyes of everyone around . I endure so much because of you. You had suspicion on me and you destroyed everything I love. On the contrary I have clear proof of your wrong doings and expect me to forgive you. "

" I know I am 100% wrong and that's why I am apologising to you. "

" For once you didn't thought that I can't kill anyone. I am not like that. "

" I felt that you are innocent... Akshay is short of words.

"but you never tried to prove me innocent.You punished me for the crime I never commit."

"I am not giving you excuse but I was devastated with their death. I was filled with hate and rage. I want revenge and you were the prime suspect."

"I wish you asked me than we were not in this situation. You punished me for asking divorce. Each day is living hell for me." she sighed. Her eyes were moist.

"You know Akshay you forces yourself on me and I just succumb. I didn't fight like other.. ra.. Rape victims." her voice chocked.

"I was so angry with myself for that. Unlike other girls I didn't scar away from males or felt useless and start fucking around. I was just like myself like nothing happened with me."

"I was confused that why I didn't hate you like other victims. Why I didn't try to punished you. My emotions made me crazy. I don't know what is wrong with me."

"I know...

" No, let me complete it for once Akshay. I understand why I don't hate you and I won't hate myself for that. I love you. The unconditional, selfless true love which we heard all the time. I felt that for you. "

" That love doesn't let me hate you anf I don't regret loving you. It was best thing of my life. I am glad it happened."

" People live whole life and never experience love. We tag favourable compromise love but real love is very different from that. If it was not love I had killed you for your atrocities. "

"Then why you are leaving?

" You still don't understand I can't forget what you did with me nor forgive you. "

" But love is forgiveness. "

" Had you forgave me"

"but I wasn't in love but you are in love."