The neighbour who saved my life ╰☆╮ billie eilish - lil xan

19

January 3rd...

Christmas and New Year's Day have never felt so dull and dismal.

Jahseh stopped talking to the others guys.

Since then I refuse to have sex with Diego.

He says that he understands but sometimes I feel like he goes off.

I think he's been kind of distant lately as well.

It might be just me...

For now I let it sink in and I'm just waiting to see what happens.

M: Billie!

I heard my mom shouting from downstairs.

B: I'm comin!

I got downstairs and sat on the couch across from the one she was sitting on with Charlie.

B: What do you want?

M: We have to announce you something, sweetie.

B: Don't call me like that. Just tell me what is it.

M: We're moving to his house. Which means that you're changing school as well.

Without saying a word I stood up and ran up to my room.

C: Billie!

My life is just getting worse and worse.

I sent a message to Diego asking him to go to the park.
He replied saying that he is okay with it.

6pm // 📍park

D: I can't believe this.

He burried his face in his hands.

B: I want to die.

D: Shhh. It's all going to be okay don't worry.

B: Do you realize that going to a new school might mean that i might have new enemies, 0 friends and you'll be so many miles away? I'm so done with my mom's shit. She only thinks about herself.

D: you have no choice but do what she says.

B: I know. I'm leaving in 2 days.

D: Oof. I'm gonna miss you.

B: I doubt that.

D: What do you mean?

B: You're being too distant lately. I feel like you got bored of me. But that's okay, I understand. I would get bored of me as well.

D: Shut up! You're talking non sense. You know how much i love you. And I always will.

B: Nothing lasts forever.

D: Shhh...

He cupped my cheek and pecked my lips.

The kiss turned more passionate.

But for an unknown reason, my heart wasn't pounding like crazy and I didn't have butterflies in my stomach like i usually do.

Maybe that was a sign, telling me that the end of this relationship is near.

My feelings are fading and so are his.

I can't feel sad anymore.

I don't feel anymore.

After some hours we went back home.

D: I love you dummy. Don't ever doubt my love for you.

He kissed the top of my head and let go of my hand.

B: Love you too.

I smiled and went into my house.

Who knows how my life is going to be from now on...

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A/n: BILLIE'S ALBUM FKSHDKDJD IM DONE OK BYE

Btw

sorry for the short chapter

the next one might be the last one btw:)

Yea this story came to an end oof.

It sucks ik but whatever kfjskfjd I tried